230710 !!

End sch at 2:30pm .
Went to Jurong East and meet my beloved ex .
While waiting for him to come down to Octogen .
We sang song .
Lepak with him was so great .
Get tickle and pinch from him so many time .
Notink to do isit dear ?
Haiyo .
I'm suffering bcoz of the pain .
So e bad ah u beloved ex .
At around 4plus or 5plus Flash reach Octogen .
Mish him so much after long time never lepak with them .
At around 7:07pm Sufinah went back home and I still lepak with beloved ex and his his friends .
After dat beloved ex sent his friend to his friend's block .
Waited for my beloved ex at Octagen alone while I dunnoe where all his friends has gone .
While he reached Octagen we talk to each .
Get to hug him and kiss him .
I miss all e memory with him .
Haix .
Hope one day we will be together again .
I love u beloved ex !!
Till here den .
Tc aites .

220710 !!

Hey readers !!
It's been a long time I never post my blog .
Lazy to update blog .
Thursay end sch at 4:30pm .
Meet Nini at CO-OP shop with Sufinah .
After dat we went to Teck Whye LRT and meet my little brother Iman and his friend Daan .
Went to Block 102 to settle Nini's problem with our ex .
Get hug from little brother .
I miss him so much sia after long time never meet .
After settle the problem , I ask Nini , little brother and Daan whether they want to follow me go Jurong East and lepak with me and my beloved ex or not . Then we take bus 187 drop down at Jurong East Petrol station and went to Octagen and meet my beloved ex and his friends . But on dat day Flash and my little brother Chikoii was not dere .
Took pictures with Nini , little broter and Deen .
Thanks Deen for the treat .
Till here den .
Tc aites .

150710 !!

At 4:55pm received call from my TTM Khalis and he ask me whether I'm going to lepak with who . Then I say I'm alone . He say next time can or not because he want to ride bicycle with his friend Sivam . I say never mind then . At 5:44pm end class when to CO-OP to buy Polo T-shirt and skirt . At 6:12pm muy TTm Khalis call me and he ask me whether I still in school or wat then I say that I oready at the busstop . At 6:25pm take bus with hendra . At 6:48pm reach home .

140710 !!

At 9:30am reach school went to sports hall but no P.E . At 10:30am going to Teck Whye with my friends and have our breakfast . 10:39am reach Teck Whye shop . Thanx finah for treat me bubble tea . At 11:07am went back to school . At 12:34pm Khalis call me . he ask me whether I lepak or not . I thought of going to lepak but he told me that he and his friend going to Jurong Point and watch movie . At 1:07pm take bus go home . At 1:30 reach home . At 1:46pm Khalis call me and we talk on the phone .

130710 !!

End school at 6pm . Wait for Sufinah's father to come . By 6:15pm her father never come . I go opposite busstop because I'm going Jurong East . At 6:27pm take bus . At 6:45pm reach Jurong East busstop wait for my TTM Khalis and Sivam to come and fetch me . At 7:30pm reach Octogen and I dun know where my TTM Khalis has gone missing . Sivam buy for me noodle and water . Thanx for the treat Sivam . At 8:35pm went to my TTM Khalis block . At 9:01pm on the phone with my bby . At 9:27pm walk with Sivam . At 9:57pm Khalis reached at CC . At 10:34pm take bus and go home . At 11:15pm reached home . Thanx Khalis for giving me money to topup my phone . How I wish we still together . At 11:36pm on the phone with baby .

120710 !!

End school at 11:30am take bus go Jurong East . 12:35pm reached Octagen but no one there . 1:20pm my TTM Khalis reached Octogen but after that he went back home after that Sivam come and lepak with me while waiting for my TTM Khalis to come down . 1:50pm my TTM Khalis come down and lepak with me and Sivam . Get hugged and a kissed from him . So sweet of u my dearest TTM Khalis . It's a long time never get a hug and a kissed from u . Thanx . How I wished we still together . 6:09pm me , my TTM Khalis and Sivam wait for the bus to come and go IMM . In the bus he hug me and kissed me again . I'm so happy . Have fun with them at IMM . 7plus reached Octogen lepak until 9plus . 9:34pm take bus and go home . One whole day I get tickled from my friend Sufinah , my TTM Khalis and Sivam . So damn tiring because I keep "melatah" . And one whole day get a hug and a kiss from him . Woohoo .

It's oready 5:12am . Can't sleep one whole day I dunoe why . I keep thingking of my guy . Hmm I love u so much cyg . How I wish u were here beside me right now . Going to wake him up at 6am while he wanted to go work later . Gonna meet him after school maybe . Hope to have fun with him . Received msg from my god brother Firdaus at 2:53am keep texting him until 4plus . Hmm . So bored and I dunnoe why I can't sleep . Haish .

11 July 2010 !!

At 4:09pm I meet my god sister Nini and my god brother Iman . Having alot of fun with them . We took pictures together , we sang song together . At 6:44pm I reached home but no one at home . At 7:34pm received call from my TTM Khalis . Pissed off with him because he told me that he stole shoe while he wanted to go back home from work . Text Nini and told him that I was pissed off with my TTM Khalis because he do stupid things . Text my TTM Khalis and say to him if u still love me pls stop doing all the stupid things . Dun think that I'm not your gf anymore u can do stupid things . I still care bout u . To my cyg Maz . Dun ask me to escape school jux because to meet u kae baby . I want to be a good gerl . I will try to meet u after school kae baby . I miss u and I love u baby .

10 JULY 2010 !!

I'm attached to my cyg maz on 10 july 2010 @ 7:58pm . I hope we will last long and I hope nobody destroyed our relationship . I hope I can love him more then all my TTM . Hope to noe him better . He very strict . Hmm . I hope I can take it . I love you cyg .

Hey jantan sial !!!! Kenapa kau carik pasal dgan aku n kwn aku skrg ??!! Ada kita kacau kau tk skrg ??!! WTF man !!!! Ehk cerita lama jangan nk ungkit alek lar sial !!!! Benci siak aku bila org ungkit alek cerita lama !!!! Ehk boy , sejak bila aku bbl n sentuh kau lepas kita transfer sekola kat ITE CCK sial .. Ehk pls la matang lar sikit umur kau tu da nk masuk 18 tahun bukan budak kecik agy sial !!!! GRRR !!!! Geram siak aku dgan kau jantan sial !!!! Kau nak bawak member kau turun rembat aku apa hal sial !!!! Kalau kau ada hal one on one lar sial nan aku .. Tk payah bawak member !!!!

I end school at 2pm . Then go for FCT club meeting . Actually I'm not involved with FCT Club but my friend from 2nd year ask me to join . He still can force me to join FCT club . Going to die man . Confirm get bullied by him everytime . Hmm . 3:15pm meet Nini then take bus go Jurong East and lepak with my TTM Khalis and Sivam . Reached Octogen , Nini treat me Nescafe Mocha . Thanks for the treat sister . After finishing the water I went to sleep while I was sleepy . Sivam bully me while I'm sleeping . WTH ! At 5:45pm I ask my TTM Khalis sent me to the busstop . Walk with him together . After that he hold my hand till the busstop and wait for the bus . While we reached at the busstop he keep tickling me . At 5:16pm the bus come . I say I dun want to take the bus then he pinched my arms two times . WTH ! Pain sia . He forced me to take the bus then I just take the bus lor . At 6:07pm Nini called me then we have a chat till 6:38pm then I had a bath . So damn tired and sleepy sia today . I miss u damn much lar my TTM Khalis and TTM Iman . But everytime I can meet my TTM Khalis but not TTM Iman . Haix . Thingking when to meet him again . Hope to meet him soon . Tc guys .

Today finish school at 6pm . Went to Jurong East and lepak with my TTM Khalis , Chikoii , Flash and their friends . No one talk to me because I am the only girl at the octagen lepak with them . Buy maggie for my ownself while I'm hungry . Text my ex Khai Kecyk and say to him . U say dun want to come school then why I saw u in the school compound . Why u lie to me ? Hmm . Nvm . At 7:41pm text my TTM Khalis and ask him where is he because I want to go home . I never notice that he was at the soccer court . My TTM Khalis and Sivam sent me to the busstop . While walking to the busstop . My TTM Khalis keep tickling me and after that he hold my hand . I was shock . We hold hand till to the busstop and we still never let go our hand . So we hold hand till the bus come . At 8:50pm the bus come . While in the bus my TTM Khalis call me and we talk for awhile . Reach home at 9:32pm and I text my TTM Khalis inform him that I reach home already . Hmm . How I wish that we still be together sayang ? U still care bout me . Thanks alot . Appreciate it . Btw , I thought of meeting my TTM Khalis at Jurong and go to school with him but my friend Sufinah say to me that maybe she will meet me under my block . So it's cancelled . Hmm . Tommorow lepak with my TTM Khalis and his friends again I think . Till here den . Tc .

Today I end school at 1pm . Went to Jurong East and go to Octagen but no one was there . Text Khalis and say to him nobody was there . He call me and ask me to sit under his block . I waited for him under his block for so long . Then my mom text me ask me to go home . Then I text Khalis and told him that I want to go home . When I reach at the busstop to take bus 187 . My TTM Iman call me and ask me where am I . Then I told him that I on my way home . Then he say that he wanted to meet me . Then I say ok . Took MRT at Chinese Garden while I walk different way . While waiting for the MRT to reach Nini call me and ask me where am I then I say I was at MRT want to go back to Jurong East to meet my TTM Iman . Meet Nini and TTM Iman at Jurong East then go lepak at Octagen till 10plus . Hmm . To my dear TTM Iman i'm sorry for asking u for stead . I dunnoe why I suddenly fall for u . Then for a few minutes I say to Nini that I want to ask Khalis for patch . Suddenly she say I will ask him later . Then for a few minutes he ask Khalis that I want him back . And I oready know that he will never accept me back . At around 10plus I say to my TTM Iman and Nini that I want to go home . Then Nini ask Khalis to sent me to the busstop then he say wait a while after a few minutes he say to ask me go home by myself then I was pissed off with him . The person who sent me to the busstop is my TTM Iman and Nini . Thanks guys for accompany me to the busstop . Love u guys . 10:32pm I reach home and I text nini , my TTM Iman and TTM Khalis . Khalis text me and ask me I still love him isit . Then I answer yes . He also say that he love me too . I ask him why he cant accept me back . He say because he want to enjoy his single life and I cant get to patch wif Nini back . I say to him its ok then . I understand . I ask him he angry wif me isit because I smoke . He say yes . I say to him I promise I will never smoke again . He text me say ok then he ask me why nini cant accept him back then I say I dunnoe . Received msg from Flash . He ask me why he try to contact Nini but no response then I say I have no idea . He ask me for favour I say wat isit . He want me to ask Nini why never response Flash msg . I say I will ask her and anything I will update u .

It's oready 1:14am and I haven't gone to bed . I can't sleep . I dunnoe why I keep thinking of Khalis after I've broke up with him on the 2nd july . My love towards him is stil strong . Syg , why u leave me alone ? Hmm . I hope there will be another chance to be with u . I promise to take good care of u . I promise I won't hurt u . But pls promise me dat u won't hurt me again after we patch one day . I dun want any third party in our relationship . Actually who create trouble is u , not me . I oready give u what u want . But pls understand dat I dun want any third party in any of my relationship . Hope u understand .

Wake up at 7:30am . Have a bath . Change to school uniform and get ready to go school . Meet sufinah , faizah and tyron infront of ITE CCK busstop . Went to 7 elleven in our new campus and wait for a few of our classmate . After that we go to our workshop . Listen to Mr Anthony lecture . At around 10am went to cafe and had our break . After eating went to Shop & Save . Walk around in the Shop & Save . And go back to the classroom . Listen to Mr Koh lecture till 12pm . Dissmiss class at 12pm . After lesson went to busstop and took bus and go Jurong East and lepak wif my ex boyfriend and Sivam . Meet them at Octagen and lepak with them while waiting for nini because today she end at 5pm .. Walao so late sia . Follow Khalis and Sivam to block 107 because Khalis want to charge his phone . I was sitting at the staircase and the both of them keep tickling me . They nothing to do that's y they keep tickling me . I was so shocked when Khalis suddenly hug me so tight . Thanks Khalis for the hug . How I wish that we still together . After he charged his phone we went to Sivam block and hang around his area . Go back to octagen play badminton with Sivam while Khalis dissapeared . At around 5plus nini reached at Octagen . Talk to her about our ex . Slack with them till 5:30pm . Ask Khalis to sent us to MRT station . I thought of asking Khalis to sent me to Jurong Fire station so that I can take bus home but I dun want to make him trouble so I take MRT with nini . Drop by at CCK . And I text Khalis and ask him can I walk home from CCK int ? He say up to me . Hmm . Den I think twice I want to take bus or walk home . Then I say to myself I will take bus home . Because I know he will never let me walk home alone . While in the bus he call me and ask me where am I . And I say that I at Teck Whye busstop then he ask me why never walk home then I say because I scared u never let me walk home . Then he ask scared because I never talk to u right . I answer yes because I love u . Then he say that he dun want to go school I say to him don't like that lar . Study is important then he say yalah2 I come to school . I was happy . Then I say to him if I reach home I text u okay . Then he say okay . Reach home text him but he never reply . Miss him alot sia . But so sad that we are not together anymore . But watever it is I will take good care of u . I hope u will ask me for patch one day .

Hey boy , kau pikir kau boley bodoh2kan aku nan kwn baik aku ?? Kau gy cermin diri kau tu dulu .. Step mana nye main baju .. Step mana nye sang setia .. Ehk kalau kau sayang org tu kau tk akan main timer .. Kau phm tk sial .. Ehk stop it lar ehk .. Lame siak lau kau ckp kau da berubah .. Kite tak akan mudah percaya dgan kata2 manis kau .. Kau paham .. And kau jgn ckp yg kau syg kite lau kau tk tahu apa maksud syg .. Kay boy .. Get lost from all ur ex life including my life u fucking idiot .. Get lost !!

Yesterday night khalis text me and say do I miss him ? I say maybe . Then he say i never miss him . I say to him that I still miss him and love him . He also say that he still miss me and love me .. I ask him if I ask u for patch one day would u accept me back ? Then he call me he say dat one I dunnoe . Its oklar if u cant accept me .. I say to him I will never find ur replacement because deep in my heart I still love u and only u in my heart . Its hard for me to find a guy like u . If we cant be together im ok with it . U may enjoy ur single life . He say to me I noe dat u still love me and I also still love u . I will always love u in my heart . Dun sad lah dear , I still love u . I say I'm not sad . He say u still love me right and I want u to take care of me if u still love me . I say to him i will try my best to take care of u . I ask him to sleep because its already going to 2am . He will always control his eyes not to sleep . Take care of urself . Im jux a normal person tat concern bout u .

Dear ex khalis , thanx for keep calling me after we have break up .. Appreciate it alots .. I know u still care about me .. I really love u .. hmm .. How I wish dat we still be together ..

Heartbroken

020710 9:30pm he ask me for break .. I feel so sad .. I love him like hell .. I dunnoe y he ask me for break .. Nini told me that we cant communicate with each other .. Hmmm .. But wat did I do wrong ?? It's almost going to 3month with him .. I feel so damn hurt .. Thanx nini and fauzyie for cheering me up .. Khalis , thanx for hurting me this time .. I love u like hell but this is whay i get . Thanks alot ..

Feel unwell today .. Feel cold and gonna have fever soon .. WTH .. I dun want to be sick .. I miss someone rite now .. He never text me or kol me this few days .. Y cyg ?? Haix .. Gonna meet him , my primary sch friends , my secondary sch friends and my ITE friends on monday .. Mish them so much .. Today , nobody texted me .. I'm waiting for anyone to text me .. Mendak to e max !! Hope that I will get well soon before sch reopen this monday .. Nothing to say anymore .. No mood .. Tc guys ..