I hope that between them is really over .
I cant take it anymore if this goes on .
I really trust my boyfie .
I hope he can keep our promise .
Nothing much to say anymore .
Hope that she lastlong with her boyfie .
I hope that me and my boyfie will lastlong .
Dare to break me and my boyfie apart ?!
Fcuk u lar wei !

I wont entertain someone !
But i will entertain my boyfie !
Boyfie , how lucky I am to have u in my life .
U are such a nice , caring , loving and penyabar .
I dunnoe why I need to meet u everyday .
I'm scared of losing u maybe .
Never meet u for only one day I will miss u and will feel lonely .
I noe u will do the same way too .
Am I right ?
Hehe .
I won't let people take u from me tau baby .
As wat I promise u earlier .
I will not entertan guys selain u and ur friends that I know better .
I hope u too .
I dun want to break my promise because I dun want to lose u again and forever .
Boyfie , I tak tahu sampai bila u boleh bertahan dengan ni semua .
I dengar atau tengok aje i dah marah tapi i sabar je  .
Hmm .
I tak boleh dengar atau tengok org sakitkan hati u and the way they treat u .
I hope u understand wat I'm trying to say .
Love u till eternity .
♥180211♥
Lau korang tahu how much I love him thats good for u .

Yesterday at around 7+ meet my boyfie , my sister and her boyfie .
Was damn fucking bored .
Kiteorg buat hal sendiri .
After that she and her guy go back .
Thought of accompany boyfie to busstop .
But then I follow him go Jurong and accompany him go back .
After reaching Jurong went to sent him to his block and see who's at there .
After that talk to him about something and I ask him to send me half way .
Btw boyfie sorry for scolding u in a sudden for nothing .
Hope u forgive me .
Boyfie , I've been spend all my time with u the most .
But I think next week will be the last we spend together .
But dun worry I will still keep in touch and take care of my boyfie .
Boyfie , dun be sad if I never meet u again next time .
I hope u can keep promise .
I really hope u can take care of urself .
I trust u .
To "her" last long wif ur boyfie aites .
I dun want to talk much about "her" anymore .
Thanx for telling my mum the truth .
I will owaes remember .
Hmm .
Boyfie , eventhough my mum dun like u , u still need to take care of me because my mum told u so .
I love u till eternity .

Yesterday finish school at around 10:30am .

2 hours in school was damn boring .

Nothing much to do in school yesterday .

Actually it ends at 11:30am but my CA never come .

So it ends early .

Meet my boyfie at school since he want to fetch me .

We walk to Lot 1 .

Take mrt and we went to town .

Reach town my adeq angkat carebearlover cyg kamu text me .

Thought of going to meet her at tamp but me n boyfie is tired .
I'm sorry adeq for not meeting you .

We went back to Jurong .

Reach Jurong my adeq angkat chocobeylo text me .

Me and boyfie meet her and her boyfie at interchange .

Went to our usual lepak place .

Me , my sister and her boyfie have a chat together while boyfie entertain his friends .

Have alot of fun with them .

Adeq chocobeylo , lastlong wif boyfie aites .

Love u both alots .

Adeq , thanks for meeting up yesterday .

We have been never meet for 2-3 years .

Miss u and love u damn lots .

.

I love him so much .

Knowing him since 140410 !

We have been ups and downs together so many times .

We did have conflicts wif each other .

He's a brother and also my baby lover .

I dun want to hurt him anymore .

I want to cheer him up and always make him happy .

I'll try my best to make him happy everytime when I meet him .

I dun want to make him down .

He's such a caring and loving person .

I love him so much till eternity .

If I got hurt his feelings sorry yar baby .

 No heart feelings aites .

I love my one and only bby cutey pie .

His my precious boy ever .

Syg , I janji in our relationship tak akan ada gadoh lagy .
Adeq Carebearlover Cyg Kamu kite tetap adqberadik .
I'm sorry for everything .
No use of fighting because of one particular person .
I've been crying every night since me and hym patch back .
Haix .
I dun want to think any bad thinks anymore .
I want u to forget everything of what has happen after we get to noe each other .
No more talking bad about him in the post . 

We have been making him suffer alot all this while .
Sygku , I'm really sorry for hurting u .
I love u till eternity .
Thanx syg for showing ur true love and love me .

I admit that I'm fault of saying anything bad .
Eventhough is her or his fault .
Jux put the blame on me .
Then I will be stress and I will die soon .
And leave u guys alone .
I have enough of this relationship and friendship .
Nowadays friends are useless .
When they need us , they will find us .
When they have someone in their life , they will think that we going to disturb their relationship .
Yes I did love him till eternity and I will never let him go .
If anyone try to break us apart his/her life will be suffering but not from me .
To (that gurl) we will meet up soon and settle this problem with (that guy) along .

I love my one and only babyboi since we patch back on 180211 .
But I dunnoe why this bad feelings come after I patch back with him .
Since last friday till now have a bad feelings non stop after meeting him .
WTH lar sial !
Maybe someone or something that want to seperate us from each other .
I dunnoe why since yesterday till today I'm moody when I meet him .
I really miss my moments with him damn much lar sey .
Baby ku shayang I will matikan diri I if this bad feelings keep going on .
I'm sorry but I have too .
I have no other way .
I already told him that no matter what happen no one can hurt him and nobody can take him from me .
I love him and never let him go till I die .
140410 till eternity .

Waiting for him is gonna be the end .
Yeay .
It makes me gonna smile everytime , everyday and every moment .
Thanx so much for accepting me back bby .
Controlling ur life gonna be the end too .
I promise .
Gonna make u smile and laugh everytime and everyday .
Won't let u down .
Miss the moment on friday 18th feb .
Laugh till tears drop .
Awesome .
My dear love , promise me not to hurt me aites .
Love u the most .

To "that gal" what is ur motive to say that about us and call him that word ?
I would like to know why in the first place u stead with him and now u call him all those names ?
Do u really love him or jux want to hurt his feelings ?
I dun think that u really love him .
If u really love him u should understand his feelings and should know when he's busy and when he's not busy .
And do u expext him to entertain u 24hrs ?
At least he got contact u .
Dah bagus tu dia contact dari tak contact kan ?
Betul tak what I say ?
Then bila dia tak layan , u say u want to off ur phone then u expect him to say wat if u oready off ur phone ?
Dah tu marah2 dia tak tentu pasal .
He really did love u so much and this is what he get back ?
Oh it's really hurt man .
U guys think negatively about me and him .
What this all about ?
U tell me what ?
 Ur hp kena confiscate because of us .
But do u think back why is this happening ?
And y u should ask ur "family members" to contact us ?
Sorry if I say "family members" .
But wat I say is correct k .
He got told me yesterday that he will give u second chance . 
How caring is he and sanggup give u another chance ?
See , how nice is he .
Think back lar k .
U will never get a guy like that , that can understand u and ur feelings and love u more then he love himself . 

Yesterday was awesome !

He make my day with a laugh and a smile .

Thanx so much .

How I wish that u can make me laugh and smile again like yesterday .

I won't forget this memory .

I hope that we become close and more closer .

I really did enjoy my day with u for this past few days and u make me happy everytime .

How awesome is that .

To the both of them that known him sorry if what I post hurt u guys alot .

But we are jux TTM .

Hope that he can do that with u guys also . 

"smile" 

This picture was taken on 150211 .

It's the first time I took pictures with him .

Have been knowing him for so long time and get to take picture on that day .

Thanks darling for giving me take pictures with u .

It will be memories yar .

Thanx so much for being there for me when I'm in need .

I miss him , sheik and his jurong friend .

Eventhough I need him in my life but I cant because his attach to someone .

I did tell him I will be waiting for him days , month or even years .

I don't care .

Yes , I can wait for him to patch with me .

But I really dissapointed with him .

I get to know from my sister that they are attached .

And he never tell me anything .

What a suprise .

Why cant u jux tell me the truth ?

I will accept it .

Hmm .

What a suprise !

But I control my anger and sadnees .

What a day !

Dare to break us apart ?

See what happen to u .

Happy Valentine's Day !

Today is my happiest day ever !

Today is my 10month friendship with hym and it falls on Valentines Day .

I love it baby !

I love hym the most !

Ever and forever !

Been spending time with hym is so fun .

I wont forget this date when I"m with hym 140410 !

I will keep those memories with hym .

I heard dat his attached to someone .

So lastlong yar dearest cutey TTM .

To his gal I jux would like to say dun hurt his feeling aites baby .

 One more day is gonna be my happy day !

Yippee !

I hope he noe wat day is tmrw !

Our friendship falls on Valentine's Day !

10 months of friendship ! ♥

140410 ♥

I love this friendship alot .

I hope after this no more conflicts aites .

Love u lots .

Will owaes do .

Cheers .

Heylo readers !
Enjoy webcaming wif my sister siti .
Love her and miss her so much !
Gonna meet up soon aites sis !
Dun you dare to seperate us !

His my beloved ex !
Dun you dare to seperate us !
Love hym so much !
Been spending time with hym all the time was awesome !
Missing hym all the tyme !
To her gf .
Sorry if I make you jealous .
Between me and hym is nothing so dun take too heart aites babe .
He's like a brother to me !
140410 will never end friendship !

Today is my HAPPY & FUN day !

Today is my happy & fun day .
After school went to meet hym and help hym to apply ITE for hys brother after that went to KFC at lot 1 with my friends and my teacher and I bring hym along .
After eating went to jurong .
Then went to IMM back to hys house then went back to IMM .
Spent tyme with hym and three of hys fren .
Hys fren like to call my name and like to disturb me , I dun noe why .
Kekek ah korang .
Korang make my day !
Thanx alot .
Appreciate it alot .
Today one whole day my stomach full of food .
Been eating non stop .
Gemuk siak aku bila nak diet pun aku tak tahu .
Till here then .

Today school end at 6pm but yet I go home at around 2:15pm because I have stomach cramp due to yesterday P.E doing sit-up .
Haiyo .
I hate it when it comes to stomach cramp .
Someone thought that I'm going Jurong and meet him .
Then I told him that I'm having stomach cramp then he want me to come down ?
Haiyo .
I tell him that tomorrow I will coming down jurong .
He told me that tomorrow he's coming to school because he want me to help him to apply ITE for his brother .
Tomorrow after lesson at 11:30am going to Lot One with my classmates and my class advisor .
My class advisor want to treat us eat .
Yippee !
Till now I have been spending my time with him .
When I'm coming down Jurong I dunnoe why he like to keep disturbing me .
But yet he will makes me happy when I'm there .
Thank you so much !
Appreciate it alot !
Hehe !

Heylo readers !
I'm back to edit my blog .
I'm sorry if I never update my blog for so long because of some problems dat I have .
I dun want to keep any secret .
Till now I admit dat I still love hym .
Been friendship for 8-9month .
Have been misunderstanding with hym for so many times and I really hate it .
Truthfully the both of us has change alot that's why we have been misunderstanding all this while .
I have been making hym upset and alot but yet he still love me as a TTM .
I always make hym upset but yet I still love hym .
Have been worried bout hym .
Worried with wat his doing .
Yes , thruthfully I have been controlling his life till now .
What ever he did makes me angry with hym .
But why should I angry with hym ?
What all this about ?
Yet till now he still need me to be with hym as a TTM .
I dunnoe why ?
But watever it is I appreciate his love that he has given to me all this while .
DON'T YOU DARE TO BREAK US APART !
Thruthfully I still need hym as my TTM because I'm sure till now he can help me with my ups and downs .
I really really really apreciate whatever he has given to me all this while .
Thanx for being there when I'm in need . 
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH !

Awesome !

Hello Awesome Readers ! 

Feena here ! Blog seems to be dead lately . And i'm 

gonna make it alive . Ani has been busy lately with her

problem . Babe , sabar kay ? Every thing happen for a reason . All we have to 

do is just to solve it . 

AND without challenges / obstacle , life would be such a bored . 

First , a problem . Then it changes to memories / history . And when we

have memories / history , then it's life . Life would be fun then . 

So , enjoy life . Take every problem as a challenge . Believe in yourself . 

Always remember this 

"Memories of my life is awesome when there's challenges"

Cheer up babe ! :))

Byeee ~ 

What has happened all this while .

I'm sick and tired of what has happen in my life . Mungkin aku cemburu dengan dia . But wat for ? Haiz . Aku penat tau pikir pasal nie . Setiap kali jumpe dia asyik rasa nak nangis jek but I control my tears till I'm at home . Aku heran kenapa aku selalu marah dia n sedih bila dia ckp dia nak carik mataer baru n ttm baru ? Hmm . Y should i jealous ? His my past but y should I cry of him till now ? Irritating uh ! Seriously ah kenapa aku heran sangat dengan apa yg dia nak buat ? Sayang sangat ker aku kat dia ? Kalau betul lah aku sayang dia aku tak sepatutnya buat dia marah n sedih . Haix . Apa lah nak jadi nie . Between me n him bnyk memories . Haish . :'(