Incident dat happen on 22oct10

I'm sorry to her for talking bad about her . I hope there will be no more conflict with each other anymore . I hope we will be friends again one day . I want all of us be happy again . Tc aites friend . :)

I dun noe wat to say anymore

Y when I come down J.E his fren owaes keep saying dat stop controlling him . I never controll him anymore . Haix . I oready told him watever he want to do jux do . But I dun want him to go back home late . Haix .

My feelings towards him

I really love u and I hope dat we can be together again . I promise dat I will not do stupid things and not to controll u again for the sake of our love . I still waiting for u . 140410

Dun understand wif his attitude

Am I an egoistic or distrusful to him ?? Haix . U , I buat nie semua bukan psl I tk syg u or wat so ever . Tapi kerana I tk dpt kasih sayang yg sempurna dari u sebagai mataer I . U must understand dat . I tahu la u kerja but takkan tkle spend time tok on the phone wif me ? Haix . I cuma boleh harapkan my TTM sebagai teman bobal I .

Dissapointed wif wat has happen on 16oct

I'm not going to J.E anymore unless he told me to do so . B , pls dun be like this . We are not angry wif u or scolding u . But we dun like the way u talk to us . We jux want to know why u cant be wif me . Pls dun be too emotional orite baby . I dun have anyone except u dat I close wif . I have no more guy so pls dun leave me . I need u as a replace for my guy .

Pity to dat sumone .

I pity to dat sumone till now . Last monday I'm very sorry to him because I accidentally scratch his hand until got blood and until now I keep thingking of dat . Haix sorry baby . This few days after I came back from medan I was very damn sarcastic and easily lose control to him . I very2 pity to him . But it's not my fault . It's his own fault of making me angry wif him . Baby2 why u did this ? Hmm . My love towards u will never fade away until we are still together as a TTM . Baby , pls dun make any trouble again . Pls .

050910

My relationship wif my baby farhan falls on 050910 . We loves each other but till now we havent meet . Haix so sad . Baby , I jux told u when I'm back from medan I want to meet u . But u busy werking . =( So sad . We never celabrate our first month anniversary . Hmm . But anyway I hope we can lastlog baby . I love you .

2 weeks of YEP to MEDAN trip

I enjoy my 2 weeks of medan trip . I enjoy wif all my YEP members . We had fun and difficult times together throughout this trip . We build a bridge for the villagers . We had 10 days to finish up the bridge . But after how many days a lot of them report sick . It's very tiring and challenging . But overall we had fun together . We miss our moment at Sae Sejenggi . =)