Hi .
Yesterday went out meet my friend and his ex at J.P .
Then we went to Haw Par Villa .
We walk2 at there .
After tired walking at there , we went to vivo city .
Cause I wanna meet my god brother as all my guy is not free .
My guy Shamir wake up late at ard 1plus pm while I'm going to reach at Haw Par Villa .
Hmm .
Then I waited for my god brother at harbourfront mrt .
Me and my friend waited for him for so long then at 4pm my friend go back home and I waited for him alone .
After he reach we went to one place while he want to smoke .
After smoking we walk2 for short while then we went to bugis junction .
When we reach bugis junction I followed him everywhere he go .
I was like totally blank and got nothing to talk .
We went to phone shop after that we went to macdonald and eat ice cream .
He treat me .
Thanx brother .
After finish eating we go back to the phone shop and waited for his friend to reach .
His friend reach then settle some problem about his friend r/s problem .
Then after settle they went in to the phone shop and buy hp .
After that we went to the toilet .
I waited for them outside toilet then the girl come out from the toilet and we waited for my god brother .
He took so long inside the toilet .
We keep calling him but he off his phone .
After a few minutes his friend go back home .
I waited for him almost 2 hrs .
At 9pm he still didn't come out from the toilet , I just leave him alone and go ome .
I was damn worried till I got headache while I on the way home .
Haix .
At 12am he text me .
He ask for help to get my ic from my mother as he want to "ganti balik" hp to one of the person .
Then I was wondering he bought the phone and he want to buy new phone just to ganti balik that person hp .
Hmm .
How did he escape from the toilet ?!
Haix .
Brother , pls don't do this anymore .
U make me damn worried !
Khair told me that if not wrong he got saw me while I waiting for my god brother at harbourfront mrt at 5pm .
He knows that I'm wearing purple colour .
Oh my god .
I didn't notice him also .
Hmm .

Hi everyone .
Hmm .
Tomorrow going out with my Chinese friend and her ex and maybe my guy Shamir to Haw Par Villa .
Seriously lah .
Bingit seh with all my guy .
Bila aku boleh keluar taknak jumpe .
Bila aku tak boleh keluar nak jumpe .
Hmm .
Hope I have fun tomorrow .
Since my guy Shamir don't have money then I will treat him .
Hope everything goes well tomorrow .

Hello everyone .
I'm kinda bored right now .
Hmm .
My memories come back .
Teringat pada iskandar , khalis dan khair .
Is , please come back to my life and we can spend time together like how we use to spend time together ?
Hmm .
I miss u badly .
Your baju I buat perhiasan kat dalam bilik .
Grr .
Why must u did this to me ?
Khalis , Im sorry that I have to let you go .
I have my own reason why I let you go .
Khair , thanx for letting me call u papa after we break .
Hmm .
Papa hope we can meet one day kay ?
You want me to cook for u Nasi Goreng ?
Insyaallah kay pa .
Hehe .
Hmm .

:'(
Khair is leaving me .
Friends - TTM - bf/gf - break .
I know that I'm not a right girl for u and also a boring girl for u .
Every time we FaceTime I never talk much and every time we always talk the same topic .
Iskandar left me just like that .
I left Khalis because of some reason .
Then now khair going to leave me due to some reason .
Who next ??!!
:'(

Hello everyone .
I'm kinda bored right now and kinda no mood due to my menses .
Yesterday went to MELAKA was quite fun .
My auntie bought for me 2 shirts .
Thanx auntie .
And I get money from my other auntie and uncle .
Wee .
So happy seh got money .
BUT I wanna save my money because I wanna buy earpiece or headphone beats by dr dre and a lot more .
Hmm .
Aku ada banyak mataer tapi aku rasa macam aku single pulak after I break with Khalis .
Haix .
Khalis , I hope u find a suitable gf for urself kay .
But I hope u don't keep forcing them to be ur gf if they dun want u .
Err .
My mind is blank right now .
Sorry guys .
Got to go wanna watch Tentang Dhia at TV3 .

Assalamualaikum semua .
Besok me and my family , my auntie and uncle will be going MELAKA 1 day trip .
Hope it will be fun .
Weehee , boleh bawak iPad .
Thanx mum .
Err nothing much to say .
Boring seh .
Online facebook tak ada org chat .
Hmm .
Khair ada camp kat masjid so tkle chat and etc .
Hazrul dah nak tido , besok dia kerja pagi .
Grr .
Tengah pikir nak buat apa sekarang .
Nak tido belum nantok .
Haix .
Aku ni asyik rasa nak makan aje , macam mana badan tak naik and muka tak chubby .
Will cut down my weight .

 Higher Nitec courses that I am going to apply .
1-Early Childhood

2-Information Technology

3-Network Security Technology

4-Security System Integration[sorry no video but theres picture]

5-Business Studies (Administration)

 

6-Business Studies (Event Management)

7- Business Studies (Service Management)[sorry no video but theres picture]

Just a short post here .
Hmm .
Sedih , dia maseh tak berubah .
Let it be then .
No topic to talk .
Sorry guys .
Will update again soon .

SYUKUR ALHAMDULILLAH .
Aku pass !
But my cumulative I get 2.138 . =(
Hope that I can still apply for higher nitec but so scared if I can't apply the course that I want .
Hmm .
But whatever it is aku bersyukur kerana ada perubahan dalam result aku kalau tak , asyik dapat 2.0 aje dari first year .
I will ask my brother about it later after he wake up .
Hmm .
Aku dengar2 mak aku kata next year nak gy umrah .
I need to repent before I go .
Haix .
I need to fully changed .
Hope that everything go on smoothly .

Hello everyone .
I accidentally deleted my tagboard account .
Shit man .
I'm using the old tagboard .
Haix .
Tomorrow is the day for ITE student check the exam result .
I'm so scared .
Really hope that I can get more than 2.0 for my gpa and can go higher nitec .
Actually after sec 4 I can apply to go POLY .
But I go to sec 4NT that's why I go ITE if I go sec 4NA I can go POLY .
So now my plan is after I get result if I can go higher nitec I will go then after that I will go POLY .
Insyaallah my plan will go smoothly .

OH MY GOD !
My temperature is 38.2 degree .
Haix .
I hate to be sick .
My mum say maybe it because I scared to take my result on 22nd .
Maybe kot .
My mum ask me to go clinic 24hours .
I say late night already I don't want to go .
I taken 2 pill of panadol oready and I wanna FaceTime with that someone first then off to bed .

Haix .
Tadi dah demam.
Then sekarang , badan sakit semacam .
Apa lar nasib .
Mari satu hari hujan .
Tsk3 .
I need my khair .
Where are you syg ?
You never reply my msg at tagged .
Hmm .
Haix .
Aku maseh belum berubah agy maseh nak main timer .
Jahat kan aku .
Hmm .
Nowadays difficult to find new friends but easy to let go old friend .
Hmm .
Dah lah .
Taknak kenag2kan kisah lama .

Hello .
Today was N level result .
And to those who taking N level results .
Good luck aites .
Hope you guys pass with a flying colours .
Hmm .
No more fake r/s .
So that no more fight eventhough we love them so much .
3 more days to ITE exam result .
Hmm .
My mum thought I need to take result in school .
Lol .
We just check our result through ITE website lar ibu .
Haiyo .
Since last year ada ke ibu nmpk adq gy sekola amek exam result ?
Hmm .
Hope that I get higher gpa at least 2.3 and above please not lower that that .
Kay my uncle just told me just now that maybe next year or after chinese new year I can start work at NUH .
Do work inside office do data entry and etc .

Haix .
Boringnyer .
Belum dapat kerja agy .
Bila lah aku boleh kerja nie and have my own pocket money ?
But kadang2 mak aku kasi duit jugak for doing housework .
My job is simple .
Angkat baju and basuh baju .
Bab masak-memasak belum reti agy .
Aku cuma tahu masak air , masak nasi , masak maggie , goreng telor , goreng nugget .
Itu aje .
Hehe .
Oh my , left 4 more days exam result will come out .
So scared leh .
Pray hard that I pass .
Hmm .
To khair(TTM) , I love to FaceTime with you .
It's awesome .
Eventhough sometimes we have not topic at least we still can see each other face .
Hehe .
Meet you soon once I can go out okay . :)

Yesterday I ask khalis for break .
I can't take it anymore .
My mum know that he keep asking me for money and he haven't pay my money back .
Now , left with hazrul , shamir and firdaus .
Hmm .

Hello everyone .
I miss them and I love them .
I admit that I have hurt their feelings non stop .
I just want them to know that I love them , miss them and I need them back in my life .
And yeah , now the three of them is already back together .
I'm happy to see them happy .
I promise myself not to disturb them anymore .
Haix .

:'(
I'm too emotional .
Thanx babygirls for leaving me and hating me .
I know who I am .
I have been disturbing u guys life since u guys know each other .
Yes .
I'm jealous .
Haix .
I have been crying all the way .
Do u guys know that ??
I'm a weak person .
I'm sorry i must block u guys from fb because I dun want to keep hurting you both .
I love you guys but you guys didn't see it .
I mintak simpati ?
If yes , y ??
I really love u guys .
I really mean it .
Fuck my life for keep disturbing you guys .

Hey , I'm back .
Just came back from meeting him .
You know who lar kay .
Meet him then we went to bedok .
When reach bedok we take bus 66 and we went to one shop that sell SUPRA/RADII shoes .
Dah sampai sana dah 3lebih-4 and I must be back home by 6-6.30pm .
Haix .
Dia punye nak tengok kasut berjam-jam .
Lepas tu naik bus gy bedok interchange then naik mrt turun jurong then tukar mrt turun lot 1 then teman dia gy mkn kat KFC lepas tu dia naik sama bus dengan aku pasal dia nak naik bus kat tempat aku .
Dari aku jumpe dia sampai aku nak balik mulut dia asyik potpet-potpet , tak penat ke kau ?
Haix .
Can anyone help me to get out from this love ?
Grr .
Panjang aku bawak banyak duit .
Tahu aku tak bawak duit ah tadi .
Pfft .
Asyik nak pinjam duit aku aje .
Ada duit taknak pakai .
No matter what I want my money back !

ADA PERANG UH KAT FB TADI !
KECOH PE SIA !
KALAU KORANG NAK TAHU BACA LA SENDIRI KAT FB SAYA KAY !
CARIK LA NAMA SAYA NUR KHAIRIANI(ANIKI) KAT FB .
DAH SETTLE KE BELUM TU AKU TAK TAHU .
TAK AMEK TAHU PUN !
AKU NAK CHILL, NO MORE FIGHTS TAPI KALAU ORANG DAH MULAKAN , APA AGY DARAH UP LAH !
AND AKU DAH CAKAP BNYK KALI KALAU NAK SETTLE ONE ON ONE .
NI TAK , SURUH ORANG TOLONG .
TSKTSKTSK .
TAK PAHAM AKU .
AKU BANGGA PASAL DORANG TLG AKU ?
RILEX SUDAH, AKU TAK MINTAK TLG PUN, DRG YG NAK TLG AKU .
PFFT .
KAU NAK CAKAP KEYBOARD WARRIOR CKP LA . ADA AKU KESAH ??
NO MOOD OREADY .
BYE2 .

Hello readers .
Today is 14dec , tat is my 1 year 8 month with that khalis .
Hmm .
Today plan cancel .
First of all is because hazrul tell me that we can't meet up cause his uncle admitted to hospital .
Second , suddenly I got slight fever so I text khalis that I lazy to go out and I tell him that I'm not feeling well .
Hmm .
He told me that he want to watch movie at lot 1 and ask me wether I got money .
I lied to him and say that I don't have money .
My money is for my own saving , I don't want to waste my money .
Tsk seriously I feel like asking for break because I have no feelings towards him anymore .
But I need people to tell for me .
If I tell myself he will ask many questions .
Hmm .
Stress la .

Suppose nari keluar jumpe hazrul and si khalis but I tell them that I want to teman my mum keluar nari , so I change to wednesday then bila dah jadi gini tak teman my mum keluar aku duduk umah je ah abeh apa lagi kan .
So I really hope that besok aku boleh keluar jumpe dorang .
And yeah I nearly forgot that tomorrow is my 1 year 8 month anniversary with khalis .
Hmm .

Bingit sia !
Setakat seluar jeans pun nak jadi gadoh .
Aku pakai seluar jeans hitam mak aku ckp mcm pembantu rumah .
Aku pakai seluar jeans biru yang maseh basah dia subuh tukar seluar jeans lain .
Pakai seluar jeans yang bapak aku beli kat Indonesia then aku ckp la seluar tu blum gosok then aku ckp pakai je lah seluar jeans ni , bukannya org boleh nampak basah pun .
Haix .
The bila aku ckp aku tukar then dia terus kluar rumah je and dia ckp dia tak kasi aku kluar bsk and thursday .
Like wtf .
Nvm will see how besok and thursday aku kluar ke tak .
Jangan spoilt plan aku boleh tak !!!!

Hello readers I just came back from lot 1 with my mum .
And here I update blog cause fiqah want me to update blog .
Btw I got nothing much to say at my blog .
Hmm .
Just now when in the bus I sit beside one guy .
He's sleeping then when reach at one busstop he go down the bus .
When he want to go down the bus he stand and want to go out from sit then i give some space and let him come out from the sit but still he can't go out so I stand and let him go out .
He's a thin guy and I also quite thin but why he can't go out from the sit easily ?
Haha .
And at the same time I ask my mum to sit beside me then I keep laughing cause I was smlling to my mum then that guy while tapping his ez-link card he see me and he smile at me .
He's quite handsome .
Kay dah ani kau pantang tengok laki handsome and cute sedangkan kau tak lawa tapi cute(haha perasan siak) .
Kay dah2 back to the story .
Kay , when I reach lot 1 me and my mum went to food junction to have our lunch .
I buy chicken karange udon from Japanese cuisine .
The food quite nice .
After eating we went to COURTS .
My mum want to buy something to bake cake but the person say no stock .
So we went to NTUC and we buy some food then we go back to food junction to buy food for dinner .
So for dinner I will eat my porridge .
Hmm .
While in the bus want to go home .
Me and my mum saw acap mum and his siblings was walking to bpp .
Then after that we saw acap walking home , don't know he's from where .
Then my mum ask me he from work isit ?
I say how I know I never take care him also .
Then my mum ask me why I don't like him , isit because I never get him as my bf ?
I was like , since when I want him to be my bf huh ?
Then my mum say that he's good and clever then in my heart say do I look like I care ?
There's still got a lot of guy that is good and clever then him .
Haix .
Why my mum always want to differentiate me and my cousin and my friends ?(kenapa mak aku selalu suka bandingkan aku nan sedara2 aku and kawan2 aku ?)
Aku tahu lah dorang pagi pandai dari aku tak payah nak cakap apa2 dgan aku .
Pfft .
Kay tomorrow I dunnoe wat time to go out to meet hazrul at lot 1 after meeting him I will be meeting khalis and I must be back home by 5pm .
And this khalis want to go out to town !
Haix , asyik2 kalau jumpe dia mesti dia ajak by town .
And dia suruh aku beli kasut radii so after that dia boleh pinjam aku .
Wei , kasut supra I belum kasi balik or either the money I belum dpt agy , ni nak suruh i beli kasut radii .
Banyak cantik muka you !
Mana I nak cari duit nak beli kasut ?
Huh !
Pfft .

Hello everyone .

I am using my lappy for now .

Hmm .

I am seriously fed up with my first boify that is khalis .

Haix .

Can't you just give me some space to meet up my ex , my other guys or even my friends ?

Hmm .

I ONLY boleh keluar dua minggu sekali .

And that every dua minggu sekali I only meet you and spent alot of time on you alone .

So I really hope that you give me some space to meet them please .

I need to be fair with them , cause I have been giving them excuses just to go out with you .

I just don't want them to be angry or I don't want them to say that I am being unfair .

Hmm .

Wee .

I am done changing my blogskin and update my blog .

I love my new blogskin .

And now it's time for me to have my breakfast + lunch and then do house chores .

Till now waiting for any job that I apply to call me .

Got to go .

Bye .

There's alot of picture that I edit but I lazy to upload at blog .

If you guys wanna see just view my fb under "photo edit at photoshop express" .

Hi readers .

I'm bored .

Don't know what to do now .

As usual I miss my MENS .

Haix .

When can I meet them again ?

Hope that I can meet hazrul as soon as possible cause we never meet before even for once .

The others I already meet for how many times already .

My phone is silent .

No MSG from all my MENS .

Haix .

Where have they gone ?

Hmm .

Hi readers , I have edit this photo using photoshop express at my iPad .

To siti and fiqah hope you guys like the photo that I edit .

So sorry if not that nice .

Got to go .

Wanna pray and watch my favourite show at TV3 Tentang Dhia .

Morning everyone .

Today I'm fasting .

Hope that I can finish up all my fasting .

Left 6 more days to fast .

Bayar hutang puasa .

I wanna say thank you so much to my mum and dad for buying for me iPad 2 yesterday at lot 1 .

I love it so much and appreciate it a lot .

Now I no need to fight with my brother if I want to use internet cause I already have iPad .

My laptop is now family laptop .

I only use laptop if I wanna do work or etc .

Now I'm waiting for call from any of the job that I have apply .

Hope to get one job soon so that I can buy my own iPhone , beats by dr dre and etc .

Hello guys .

Today went out to meet khalis in the afternoon at J.E .

Meet him then we went to somerset .

Just walk around at somerset .

Then we take bus back to J.E .

Went to anana's shop to buy nasi lemak .

So hungry at that time .

Went to eat under his block .

After eating he sent me to busstop as I ask him to send me to the busstop .

Hehe .

Once in a while baby you sent me to the busstop as I long time never meet you .

=P

Err nothing much to say .

Got to go .

Wanna rest .

Err , I think I am gonna apply another job soon .

Today had alot of fun at the seoul garden with 5 of my girl friends and also teacher that treat us .

After that went to meet my sayang firdaus .
Spent alot of time with him because we never meet for so long .
6 month of not meeting each other .
Miss him so much .
Err .
Why he like to pinch my face .
So the pain you know .
Hmm .
Thanx baby for letting me smoke 1 stick of cigarette .
This is the first and the last I smoke okay baby .
Love you .

Hello readers .

Today going out to Seoul Garden at woodlands with my 5 girl friends and also our teacher .

Teacher treat us at seoul garden and also gathering for the last time .

Sad that my two bestfriends never go .

Gonna miss my two bestfriends so much .

Me and one of my bestfriend just apply job at internet just now as a flyers/balloons distributors at ang mo kio hub .

Hope that we get the job .

If we get the job tomorrow we can start work already .

So happy that I can go to work and help my family .

Wish to buy iPod and iPhone with my own money if I get the job .

Today maybe going to meet boify firdaus around 7pm at causeway point .

Got to go .

Wee .

My mum told me that december or january my dad will buy for me iPad and iPhone for my mum .

Maybe if my brother buy iPhone 5 I will take his iPhone 4 .

Hehehe .

Just now when to Lot 1 and see alot of phone .

Thought of buying one phone but i forget what phone is that but my mum said wait for my father , cause my mum want to buy handphone for my adek sedara cause he pass his PSLE .

That is a promise from my mum to my adek sedara .

Hmm .

Asyik tukar handphone aje aku nie .

And handphone pun asyik buat hal aje .

Kay lar , I'm bored right now .

Friday maybe meeting sayang firdaus then maybe saturday or sunday meeting sayang khalis .

Happy one month anniversary sygku .

Thanks for being with me till now .

I am really3 happy that we contact each other back on the 30 october .

Love you so much syg .

Hope that we can meet this friday night at woodlands aites as I'm having gathering with my friends and teacher at seoul garden .

Finally eoy exam is over .

Hope that I pass and hope that I can get of 2.5 or 3.0 for my gpa .

Really hope that my gpa go up .

I don't want my gpa maintain 2.0 .

Now I am finding part time job .

Just now I went to BPP library and ask wether got any vacancy for part time job but the person say they never take people anymore .

So maybe I will try lot 1 , jurong east or jurong point library .

If not then I find other job like antar-antar surat letak kat letterbox or work at myuncle workplace at NUH .

Hmm .

Hope so I get a job .

Thanx mum for letting me find job .

But not now .

For now , I want to rilex first .

Hmm .

Tomorrow maybe going out with my friend but I dunnoe where we are going .

Klar gtg .

Wanna eat and rest .

Tc guys .

I love them so much .

Syg firdaus , tomorrow is our 1 month anniversary .

Hope that we can last long .

And hope that we can meet up again .

Our last met is on 28 june .

Really3 mish u so much .



Bhy , how I wish that we are still together .

I trust you , I fulfill your wish , I promise you and I already did everything that I need to do for you(only good things not bad things) .

But why the heck you do this to me ?

Is this what I get in return from you ?

Haix .

I can't believe that I know you in a first place .

Hmm .

I keep smells your shirt .

I try to forget you but its hard for me cause when I love someone the most I will not keave that person .

And we promise each other not to leave each other without any reason but in the end you the one who left me without any reason .

It's trully hurt , macam aku di cucuk dengan pisau kau tahu tak !

Seriously sekarang makin banyak jantan sakit kan hati aku , aku dah susah nak percayakan jantan !

Walaupun aku ada banyak kawan jantan tapi aku tak mudah mempercayai dorang .

They are my boify .

3 from the left is from Civil Defence .

2 from the the right is from Army .

Hmm .

I love them so much but I dunnoe why they like to hurt me so much .

Is it true that NS MEN like to hurt girls feelings ?

Hmm .
Me and my first guy is already 1 year 7 month plus .
Me and my second guy is already 5 month plus .
Me and my 3rd guy is already 3month plus .
Me and my 4th guy is already 4 weeks plus .
Me and my 5th guys is already 1 week plus .
Maybe I am going to plus one more guy .
Hmm maybe ??
No way !
I had enough with all this guys !
Hmm .
Maybe I can lastlong with either my first guy or second guy only .
To the other three I am not sure .
But for the last guy I guarentee we are not mean to be together anymore.
Just go on with ur r/s with that girl kay cause you have dissapear since yesterday .
I don't want people say that I am a snatcher .
But I don't mind if people say that I am PLAYGIRL !
If I am a PLAYGIRL I never disturbed anyone relationship .
So bare that in mind .
It's up to me to be a PLAYGIRL or not cause I know guys like to hurt girl feelings and also I admit that I am not MATURED yet .
BUT ONE FINE DAY I WILL PROVE TO YOU THAT I AM ALREADY MATURED !

Iskandar .

Why you never pick up my call and also never reply my msg ?

Don't tell me that your prepaid low .

I just topup for you yesterday .

And we just on the phone for a short while yesterday night before you went to sleep .

And today after I saw someone comment my post and she say that she is your girlfriend I was very upset .

And from then on , I keep msging and calling you since morning and you never reply my msg at all and also never reply my msg at all .

Like something is going on .

Boify , why3 you never reply my msg or answer my call ??!!

I nearly give up on you .

And serious talking I don't want to lose you !

I keep crying when I hug your shirt while listening song "for the rest of my life" .

Hmm .

FUCK LAR !

EARLY IN THE MORNING MY MOOD SWING ALREADY !

GET TO KNOW FROM SOMEONE THAT SHE IS IN A R/S WITH MY GUY ISKANDAR !

THEY HAVE BEEN TOGETHER FOR SO LONG .

BUT ISKANDAR TOLD ME THAT HE'S SINGLE .

ERR WHY IS THIS HAPPEN TO ME AGAIN AND AGAIN ?

WHY PEOPLE CAN'T MAKE ME HAPPY WITH MY LOVE ONES ?

TO MY BABY ISKANDAR .

PLEASE TELL ME THE TRUTH !

WHAT IS YOUR R/S WITH HER ?

SERIOUS TALKING I DON'T WANT TO END THIS R/S THIS FAST TAU SAYANG !

I DISSAPOINTED OF WHAT HAS HAPPEN TODAY !

BOIFY , PLEASE PICK UP MY CALL !

Heylo readers .

Today no school but me and my 3 friends go school for revision .

After that I went to J.P wanna meet boify .

While I on the bus otw to J.P my boify call me and say that we can't meet because he need to take care of his grandfather .

I was like so sad .

Haix .

Why he never inform me earlier seh .

=(

Maybe going to meet him on monday after school .

But I am not sure cause he end work at 5pm and I go school from 10-12pm .

SAYANG !!! =(

I hope that you go back home already by now or maybe you stay in camp .

Haix .

Bhy , susah seh tk dapat contact you .

Rindu you tau !

And keep worrying about you when you never contact me .

Keep smell your baju that you give it to me yesterday .

GRR ='(

Besok I topupkan your prepaid jadi senang untuk contact .

I tahu you tak suka I topupkan hp you and you takut orang akan mengata yang you pakai duit I .

Tapi I yang nak topupkan you bukan you yang suruh I topupkan . 

So just ignore what people wanna say kay bhy .

Selagi I boleh tolong , I akan tolong kay bhy .

Really3 hope that I can meet you tmrw as you are not working .

Hey readers .

Yesterday came back from meeting boify at 10:50+ pm going to 11pm .

Spent alot of time with him from 6pm to 9.30pm .

Hehe .

Sayang you sooooo much bhy .

After we meet at buzz shop .

We walk around at J.P for awhile and then we went block to block to seat .

 Hmm .

We never talk much but we disturb each other .

He keep tickling me , pinch me and bite me .

Take alot of pcture .

Then we went to interchange to go back home .

But he told me that he go back to camp and sleep .

Haiyo .

Till now I haven't received msg or missed kol from him to inform me that he reach his camp already .

Nevermind .
Yippee !
He give me his shirt !
Thanx baby .

Btw got to go .

Here's all our pictures .

Morning everyone .

Today start school at 1.30pm to 5pm .

From 8am to 12.30pm no lesson .

Wee .

Haix .

Early in the morning khalis text me ask for topup .

Oh my .

See how kay if I got money I will topup for you later .

Yesterday I just topup $18 and yesterday night left with $9plus .

Shitz !

Need to save my prepaid .

Today maybe going to meet iskandar after school .

Hope he wont be late if we meet later cause I can't go back home late .

I wanna be a gd girl come back home early and also I need to prepared for next tuesday exam .

 Erm okay .

It's time for me to bath , iron my school pants , pack bag and continue do my homework .

Hmm .

Err , don't tell me that today still need to learn how to present the project for tomorrow .

Lucky I just click the powerpoint slide and no need to do anything .

Hehe .

Kay got to go .

Bye peepos .

Yes , I am in a relationship with this guy !

ISKANDAR BIN ABDUL MUTALIB since 201111 !

And to her kan , apa yang aku susahkan kau sampai kau mesti cakap macam tu ehk ?

Aku pun nak tahu jugak .

Anyone can help me ask her can3 ?

I want to know the answer .

Thank you .

HAIX !

I AM NOT IN A MOOD AND FUCKED TO ALL PEOPLE THAT PISS ME OFF !

AKU TAKNAK GADOH OR CARIK PASAL DENGAN ORANG BUT ORANG YANG CARIK GADOH AND CARIK PASAL DENGAN AKU !
FUCK YA !
AND TO HER KAN , KALAU NAK BOBAL , BOBAL DEPAN DEPAN AH GIRL !
HAIX !
TADI GADOH DENGAN FAMILY AKU !
AKU TAK BOBAL DENGAN FAMILY AKU PUN BOLEH JADI SALAH !
HAIX !
AKU TAHU AKU ANAK DERHAKA !
TAK PAYAH NAK CAKAP APA2 !

We know each other since 19/11/11 12.46pm .

We been together since 20/11/11 11+pm .

Hope that we can get along and lastlong .
We love each other .
Eventhough he look like a matrep but he's not .
He's a lover not a fighter .
Haha .
Macam faham ah kau bhy .
Hehe .
He's cute !
But ONE thing I don't like is he is a SMOKER !
Haix .
But nvm .
Hope he will not smoke infront of me whenever we meet .
Thought of meeting him just now after school and after he finish work .
But he told me that he work till night so it cancel .
Haix .
Meet on friday or after my exam aites bhy .
If you guys know my relationship with him just shut the hell up .
Between me and khalis is 50-50 .

Hello reaers .

Just now just came back from JB .

Me and my family went to JB in the afternoon around 2plus .

Buy alot of things .

Hmm .

Nothing much to say .

Okay .

I get 2 - 3 new guy friends from tagged .

Their age is 19 .

Currently keep contacting with one guy .

His name is Iskandar .

Hope to meet up soon aites dear .

Hey hello .

Yesterday after school me and "that girl" went to woodlands and lepak with her and her "boyfriend" or her friend lar .

Tapi nampak gaya dorang macam matair .

So what if dorang matair or they just pretend to be couple infront of me .

Not my business also .

Haha .

If they are couple just to say lastlong je la kay .

It's damn bored sitting down there alone while she and her bf sit another side .

So I keep calling people to accompany me till we going back home .

Our friendship is 50-50 because I don't want any conflicts anymore .

Tadi sepupu aku bilang aku semenjak aku dah baik dengan dia , dia tinggalkan sepupu aku .

Ni lah yang aku tak suka .

Haix .

Kalau dah baik dengan kawan baru , dia lupakan kawan lama .

Yes , I am their "new" friends since we at ITE bedok or after we move out to ITE CCK but I not snatching anyone of them okay .

I am not a snatching person and also not to cause trouble to their friendship .

It's up to you guys to say what but I myself know that I am not snatching my own friends .

Okay enough of that .

Yesterday I create tagged as I am bored .

So after I create and add some guy friends .

I got an inbox from one guy that we chit chat for short while and we exchange number so it easy for us to contact .

After we exchange number we text2 then we on the phone .

Then when I ask him he work at where , he say he work as CD at jalan bahar and I was like asking him did he know my guy khalis then he say he know , khalis is his junior .

I was like so sway create tagged because I never expect that the person I knew is khalis friend . 

Haix .

Err .

Today like so damn tired and sleepy .

Start at 8am and end at 4.30pm .

From 8am to 11am practical and we did some worksheets .

From 11am to 12plus went to theory class .

After that went to auditorium and sit outside there with my friends till 1.30pm then after 1.30pm we go in to the auditorium to listen a talk till 4.30pm .

It's so damn sleepy listen to what they talk even though is part of what we should do after graduate .

After the talk we take the goodies beg and go home .

I feel cold right now .

Hope is not raining later .

Hmm .

Thought of doing video because I never do video for so long already but I don't know what to sing and I know that my voice is sucks so I never make a video .

I love to sing . ♥

Hello guys .

Finaly get to use my lappy .

Since I came back from school I never use lappy .

Today I reach home at around 3.08pm .

At around 3plus to 4pm I went to sleep as I am not feeling well got slight headache .

At 5plus my friend text me .

Then I wake up .

Haix today test I really give up cause i dunnoe how to do .

After that me and my two chinese friend went out and have our lunch at J.P .

After came back from J.P , we went to class .

And I can feel that "she" want to talk to me if not why she keep looking at me .

So before teacher dismiss us .

I ask her where is my cousin then she say at the toilet then I was like oh ok .

This time round I had to give in to her .

No more fights .

BUT I am not gonna be so closed to her like usual . 

Hey guys .

I just finish studying for my test tomorrow .

Currently om the phone with hazrul . 

Gonna have my dinner soon .

Hello readers .

I am quite sad when I know my result for IBMS .

I get 52 marks for the test .

Haix .

Nevermind at least I have done my best and I got improve .

Not like others , copy each other and also copy from the previous worksheet that teacher ask us to learn .

Anyway thanx to my friend for informing me about the test result and also about the revision paper for tomorrow test .

So I decided to text my teacher to email me the revison paper for tomorrow test .

And thanx to my teacher for email me the revision paper .

Hope that I can do test tomorrow .

Got to go .

Wanna study for my test .

And to my boify , kau dapat duit gaji then kau buat apa seh dengan duit tu .

Hmm .

I understand lar that you need to support your family and also pay your phone bill but atleast you can pay me $50 every pay that you get right .

Haix .

Morning readers .

Today I never go school as I am having diarrhoea .

I wanted to go school just now but after I change to school uniform I rush back to the toilet and I think is better for me to stay at home cause I don't want it cone worst when I go to school .

Hmm okay .

I wanna tell you guys something .

My friend told me that "that girl" got talk to her .

And I tell her "I oready told you she want to talk to you without me . "

And I ask her what she say ?

She told me tomorrow then she tell me the story .

Okay then .

Just wait and see tomorrow .

To that girl .

Bagus ehk perangai kau .

Nari aku tak datang sekolah baru kau nak bobal dengan dia .

Tapi kan aku taknak dengar yang kau bobal pasal aku .

Aku paling pantang orang bobal pasal aku .

Get that in your head !

Harap-harap dia tak bobal buruk pasal aku and lagi bagus kalau dia tak buka mulut bobal pasal aku . 

To my boify .

Can I have my supra shoe money $150 from you and also my iPod money $150 from your friend ?

I want it by end of december .

Seriously what my mum say is correct all your friend and including you can't be trusted .

Sorry if I had to say that .

But it's the fact .

I have already given the date to give me the money but I havent get any money from the both of you .

But now I will wait till end of december .

If I still never get the money from the both of you .

I can't forgive the both of you .

And I wanna say that sometime I feel that our relationship is nothing and I feel that I am nothing towards you .

If this goes on , sorry to say I will go on with my own life eventhough it will hurts me alot .

Haix .

Hello readers .

Left two more hours is my 1 year 7 months anniversary with my boify .

Hope that we will last till eternity .

Whose the hack calling me at my handphone !!

Geramnye aku !

Please call me once and let me know who are you !

From that time I received only one missed call from both numbers .

And I need to know who the hack are you !
Now I already know one number already that is my hamizan .

Just finish watching bini-biniku .

And now want to let my dad using his facebook and I want to prepare for my test on tuesday .

Hmm .

Left 2 weeks plus to exam .

Need to be prepared .



To my abg .

Kau irritating ah .

Kau dah tahu hujan tapi tak tahu nak tutup tingkap bilik kau and tingkap living room .

Semua nak harap kan aku !

Geramnya aku !

Aku baru pergi buat business sekejap then kau pergi tutup laptop aku tu pehal sia ?!

Kalau satu hari tak kacau aku tak boleh ke ?

Dah lah nak continue tengok cerita bini-biniku gangster .

I will update again later .

Hello guys .

Just finish helping siti delete pictures and put new pictures at her blog .
And btw , lastlong with ur new bf tau .

My brother is so damn irritating .

Mentang-mentang kat rumah cuma aku dengan dia aje dia nak sebat aku and kacau aku suka hati dia aje .

Tsk .

Tak suka seh dapat abg macam nie .

My parents and my grandma go to people wedding then after that my parents send my grandma back to teban garden .

To my abg , siang-siang hari gini mana ada hantu .

Kau buat-buat hantu kau pikir aku heran .

Tak pasal-pasal nanti kau kena kacau lagi macam dat time kau kat dalam lift , dia buka sendiri tutup sendiri .

Padan muka kau .
And now .
I want to watch bini-binuku gangster at youtube .

Left 2 more days to my 1 year 7 month anniversary with my boify .

I am so happy that we still together with each other .

No one can seperate us .

We are happily together .

Err .

Lot of people say that maybe I will get married first before my friends and cousin .

But I will prove to them that they are wrong .

If can I don't want to get married cause I just want to continue this relationwhip without married .

Heylo .

So sleepy sia today and it is a good weather to sleep too .

It's raining .

Haha .

So today I stay at home for one whole day with my family .

Never go out to breakfast with my mum or anywhere .

While my grandma go to JB with my uncle to visit someone that has passed away on wednesday .

I text my boify at 1plus ten he reply me back at 2plus and I never reply him till I wake up just now at 4.30pm just now .

Boify say "best tido sampai tk layan i" .

And I say sorry to him .

Hehe .

I set the alarm clock to 3pm but I never wake up . 

Hello readers .

How are you today ?

Hope that you guys doing fine out there .

Yesterday slept at 1+am .

Today wake up at 8am .

Yesterday I had a nice dream but my sleep been disturbed by 2 guys that is khalis and hazrul by calling my phone .

Haix .

Why must they disturbed me in the middle of the night ??

Grr . 

Hmm .

Maybe later going out with my mum to have breakfast at BPP or Lot 1 .

Haiyo .

Mum and Dad no more sulking with each other please .

"shake head"

Hello readers .

I'm using my brother laptop while my mum using family laptop .

Hmm .

Not in a mood right now because of what happen in school just now .

Seriously aku sedih bila seseorang tu cakap benda yang menyakitkan hati aku .

Kau pikir dulu sebelum kau nak cakap kay girl .

Cara kau cakap yang kawan kita skrg da ikut aku tu macam kau nak salahkan aku gitu bila kawan kita tu terlalu rapat dengan aku .

And one more thing are you jealous because she close to me now and not you ?

Dia rapat dengan aku pun pasal kau .

Dia tak sanggup nak jadi kawan kau atau kawan baik kau pasal perangai kau tu .

She prefer to follow me then you .

This is what she told me .

"Just ignore what she said,i myself know who to follow......i'm not her dog so wat if i am her first friend."

Kau sendiri sebenarnya yang buat semua orang benci kau .

Kau mesti tahu tu .

This post is for syasyaa .
I miss this girl so much .

She still deep in my heart eventhough that we are nothing now .

Haix .

I love her so much .

She's my babygurl that I love most .

But now no more .

There's nothing between us .

So sad .

Haix .

How I wish that we still be babygurl .
Syaasyaa , ani nak syaasya tahu yang ani tetap sayang syaasyaa macam adik ani sendiri walau apapun terjadi .
Hope you come back in my life one day .
And forget all the past that what has happened .
But I think it wont happen .
But apapun biar tuhan/jodoh yang tentukan pertemuan kita .

Just now left house at 4.05pm after that sent food to acap house .

Then go jurong and meet my boyfriend .

While on my way to jurong , I study for my test tomorrow .

Reach under his block at 4.53pm .

While waiting for him to come down .

I study again .

Then when he come down we went to IMM .

Walk around at IMM then I bought bubble tea for the both of us .

Then we go to one block and sit till 6plus .

After that he sent me to the busstop .

And he accompany me till the bus came .

Today me and my boify keep disturbing each other and we take turn to "merajuk:" .

Hehe .

But sumpah aku tak suka bila dia merajuk . 

Hmm .

While on the way home I study again for my test .

Reach home at 7.43pm .

Bath then eat then study again .

 Hope that I can do it for my test tomorrow .

Like what my friend say "believe in yourself" .

Hello readers .

Today teacher dismiss us at 2plus .

Today while me and my frien waititng for our friend .

Suddenly that girl go down from the bus and talk to my friend and greet her and she just ignore me and never greet me .

Nevermind .

Aku kan "kafir" .

After she greet her then she go class first left me and my friend still waiting for our friend after she reach we went to class .

Today lunch time me and 5 chinese friend go to lot 1 and have our lunch .

Me and my friend go KFC  and eat while the other 3 went to macdonald and eat .

After eating , me and my friend walk2 while waiting for them to text us and say that they finish eating .

After we received a msg then we meet them at interchange .

Me and my 3 friends take bus 188 back to school while the other 2 take bus 985 .

When reach school we change our shoes to safety shoes .

Then go in class .

Do our things and then go back home .

While I was at the busstop my cousin told me that "that girl" say that me and my friend wear safety shoe like stupid people .

When I heard like that I tell my cousin , ada kita menyusahkan dia tak kalau kita pakai safety shoe ke tak padahal cousin aku pun pakai safety shoe dia tak cakap apa-apa asal dia kena cakap macam gitu kat kiteorang .

Mulut dia seriously nak kena lempang ah sia .

And finally I blocked her from both of my account .

That mean I already throw her out from my life .

Okla got to go .

We'll update soon after I came back meeting my boify .

Bye-bye going out now .

Thought of buying this phone and can get the earpiece of beats by dr dre .

But my samsung corby ll still can use so I can't buy new phone .

But nevermind .

I wish that I can buy this phone a.s.a.p .
To that girl kan .
Once you delete me kan .
Don't add me back tau .
Thanx .
Because I already treated you as my enemy .
Kau delete aku sorang but tak delete kawan kite .
Nah ....
It's ok .
Tak kesah pun .
But once you add me back and say kau terdelete .
Kau boleh jaan sua .
As what I mention I will not accept your friend request .

Can't stop laughing when I get to know the answer from someone .

Her answer is "tak berkenan" with that someone .

Opps .

Why am I so evil today ?

Hehe .

I know I'm bad  .

Sapa-sapa terasa tu korang nye pasal kay .

Hahahehehuhu .

I am soooooooooooo damn hungry right now .

My mum and my grandma is cooking for dinner .

Can't wait to eat .

My stomache make noise already .

Oh my .

Hmm .

My boify OFF day is tomorrow and thursday .

But I am surely not gonna meet him tomorrow as I end school late .

Maybe gonna meet him on thursday .

Will ask my mum permission tomorrow night maybe .

Hello readers .

Today reach home at 2.55pm .

Teacher dismiss us at 2.30pm .

So I wanna tell you guys about what happen today .

Aku dah agak dah mesti ada masalah punye .

Here goes for you girl !

Kau bikin masalah then kau nak salahkan kita ah girl ?

Kau pikir dulu sebelum kau cakap ah sia .

This is what happen .

I was waiting for my chinese friend at the school busstop .

She text me and say that our friend is in the same bus as her but she dunnoe wether that girl saw her or not .

Then I text her back and say ok and I waited for them .

When they reached the school busstop , I shake hands with them and go to theory class .

While on the way to class , the three of us just keep quiet and never talk to each other .

Then suddenly she ask me why in a sudden all of us keep quiet , I say good what we keep quiet don't make noise then suddenly the both of us keep laughing till we reach outside the class .

Then that girl ignore us because she keep listening to song using earpiece . 

Then when my friend(cousin) come suddenly she asked me why me and my friend never follow the bus go back to school on thursday then I tell her that I met my boyfriend .

In my heart I say why you so kepo ? It's my own choice wether want to go back on our own or follow the school bus .

Haiyo .

Then when we go in class , me and my friend never talk to that girl till the end of class .

I heard that she say something about us and keep saying vulgar language .

During lunch time my cousin and her go out to B.P to have their lunch .

Then me and my friend go ECO cafe to have our lunch .

During the practical lesson my cousin told me everything what she say to her .

She ask my cousin not to tell us that they go out to have their lunch outside .

Then I say to my cousin , we also dun want to know where she go .

I log in my facebook and wanted to view that girl account but she delete me already so I tell my friend good lor that she delete me already .

If she add me back I will reject her .

See what is her reaction .

Thats what happen today .

This 2 picture is edit by amy .

This 2 picture is edit by siti sharyanti a.k.a kechyk bieber syg acap .

Thanks to amy and siti for edit my pictures .
I love it so much .
Thanks so much once again .

I just bought this purse/wallet just now for only $1.50 .

Erm okay .

Now it's time for rest .

Ehk no .

It's not the time yet for rest .

It's time for iron my school uniform , pack beg , do homework maybe and rest .