Harlow everyone .

Today end school at 5pm .

Then I go straight to Causeway Point to meet my mum , my auntie and her grandchildrens at banquet  .

After I finished eating we went back home .

Like so boring .

If I know like this , I come back home straight and have a rest seh .

But nevermind .

My mum also never cook .

So yeah .

When I reach home .

I have a rest for awhile then I online at facebook .

I've viewed my sisterlurp blog and her post was awesome .

Haha .

Marah nampak sayang aku nie .

Haha .

Chill kay darling .

Everyone will change if they follow their hearts .

And yeah .

Hope u last long dengan brotherku . :)



Hey .

Today is so damn boring .

In school like so damn boring and never study anything .

Haix .

This week is the last week of revision .

Next week on the 6th and 8th june is my exam .

I hope I can get 2.5 or 3.0 for my gpa .

After exam then 3 weeks of holidays .

Hope that I can find work with my friend when school holidays .

Hey hey hey .

I miss all my siblings .

Where has they gone to ?

All in a sudden they never contact me .

Like so weird .

Hmm .

I miss them so much .

Heylo .

I'm happy today because he call me just now when he outside camp .

Aku sentiasa happy bila dia call aku .

Haha .

Left one more week then he go another part of camp or wat i oso dunnoe .

Then after that go to work .
Will pray for him .
And thank to god that he never get DB .
Asal selalu aku tengok or dengar when a guy go to NS and when a gurl can't take it anymore they ask for break ?
Thank to god that I still with him till now .
Eventhough when he book out and want me to meet him but I can't .
He still understand my condition .
Thanx syg .
I miss u alot .
This saturday when u book out we meet ok babylove .
I wanna hug u and never let u go .
Hope that u wont do e same mistake .
Syg , are u my lover till eternirty ?
I hope so . =)
I sayang u sorang sampai bila2 .

This is my edition picture for today .

Nothing to do today .

How I wish that I can sleep one whole day .

My life is bored .

 

Heylo everyone .

I'm so damn freaking bored today .

In and out of my room .

Nothing better to do .

Haix .

Today boify taking his test .

I ask him how his test today .

He just say okay .

I hope he will pass his test .

Feel like no mood meeting him again .

But I keep missing him nowadays .

And I keep thingking that we are gonna be far apart day by day .

I feel like out of this love thing .

Hmm .

1 year 1 month plus is very long r/s .

I hope this will last forever but I want him to be like last time .

I miss him making me laugh like hell .

That is the memory .

I miss his smile , hug and kiss .

Woohoo !

A big smile for myself .

Feel relief when he call me jux now .

I will do whatever u want kay syg .

As I told u earlier I'll pray for u to pass all ur test .

And also u must pray and show me and ur family that u can do it .

All the best for ur training or test on this friday .

Don't worry to much kay syg .

I will pray for u but u must prove it to me that u can do it if u dun want to repeat all the test again .

Heylo !

I'm happy that my babylove call me just now .

Eventhough he's far from me but he will remains in my heart .

Miss him so badly nowadays .

I dun noe why is this happen when he went to NS .

This is a challenge for me .

Boify , no worries .

I'll pray hard that u'll pass all ur test that u are taking kay .

Insyaallah u will pass .

Amin . =)

Bhy , its hurts me when u say things that I don't like .

Mati dan hidup di tangan tuhan .

So , stop it saying all those kind of thngs .

I cuma nak u pass ur test .

And habiskan ur NS and u can enjoy ur life after that .

I noe that u want to enjoy ur life kan ?

So prove it to me that u can do it .

And have a happy life ahead .

This is called LIFE .

I need to be jux patient for 2 years until he finish his NS .

I've heard alot about couples breaking up when they cant handle it when e guy is busy with their NS .

But I'm trying my best that I can handle it for 2 years without him beside me .

I noe when guy went for NS they are totally diferrent .

Haix .

Bhy , maintain ehk perangai u macam tu .

Jumpe for 4-5 hours but it's like nothing .

When u saw ur friend then u jux leave me alone like that .

Tu tak pasal ah .

I can understand .

But the thing u make me pissed off when u go back home jux like that and leave me alone with ur friends without telling me or say anything to me .

Aku ni macam tunggul gitu kat situ .

Bila I suruh u text I bila u dah nak keluar so that I can send u to the interchange habuk pun tak ada.

Check2 u dah kat interchange .

Tak apa ah u .

Dah biasa ah orang buat I macam nie .
Trying to understand u and trying to wait for u for this 2 years .

I feel so sad and angry .

I feel sad cause I cant get to meet him yesterday and today .

I oready told my boify that I'm meeting him today .

And someone spoilt my day .

I am angry with my mum cause last minute she tell me we are going out to Johor to watch movie .

Wat a bad day today .

I thought today will be my happy day and celebrate my boify's birthday .

If I meet boify and my mood swing it can hurt him .

No use of meeting him when I was in this situation .

Sorry boyfie .

I promise I will meet u tomorrow morning till afternoon before u go back to camp .

This cap I bought for boify's 19th birthday that falls tomorrow 21st may .

I hope he like it .

Chey da 19 seh matair aku nie .

Haha .

K i'm being lame .

Tomorrow gonna meet my beloved boify .

Today , I do house chores .

And also study for my test and exam .

Nothing much to say actually .

Today boify will book-in to camp in e afternoon at 5plus maybe .

Hope yesterday he has a good rest .

I dont want him to fall sick like me .

Hmm .

Hope nothing happen .

And sorry guys .

I cant go out today .

Cause my uncles and aunties are coming to my place to pay visit to my grandma .

But , I lazy to go out cause my boify is not there .

And I want to study for my test and exam .

Heylo everyone .

Yesterday I end sch at 4.57pm .

I took bus 160 with my friend .

Reach J.E interchange .

I follow my friend meet her sister and follow then go buy their food as they are going to NUH .

After that I take my own sweet time go to my boify's block .

Reach there , do nothing .

A few minutes time , he call me and ask me to meet him at J.E mrt station .

I went back to the interchange .

Then we go to IMM-Giant and Daiso .

Still got alot of things that he need to buy .

Then we go back to his house .

Reach his house , he do his things and i sit one corner and entertain his mother and his small brother .

Then he need to write 50 lines .

Pity him .

But he jux did 7 lines . 

And the rest I did it for him .

I understand that his tired .

So I help him do it .

Then he happily watch tv .

Haix .

Nvm .

Let him rest then .

After I finish wrote all the 50 lines .

And I ask permission to go home .

Because it's already late at ard 10+ .

As I'm also tired and not feeling well .

Sorry boify if I go near you when I'm sick .

I hope you will not fall sick .

I'll pray hard for you aites .

I ask him to accompany me as usual .

Get to kiss him only and where's the hug seh .

So sad .

But nvm at least I can release my miss to him .

=)

This pictures was taken just now with my new headphones , when I'm going out with my parents .

Hello guys .

In the morning my family , me and also my cousin brother and her family go buy ice cream .

Today we all borong ice cream .

Hahax .

When we reach home .

I give some ice cream to my friend house .

Aftter that went to shop and buy for myself a headphone .

It costs only $15.

Hmm .

Need to rest now .

In the afternoon out to see my grandmother .

Yesterday morning went to JB .

Bought myself a school bag .

Bought alot of things , like groceries .

Hmm .

Nothing much to say about yesterday .

Sorry guys if I cut short .

This picture was edited yesterday .

Seriously I miss boify badly .

Today 14th is our 1 year 1 month anniversary .

Sad can't celebrate with him .

Haix .

Maybe monday we celebrate our belated anniversary .

Thought of buying present for his bithday this sat on 21st may .

We'll see about that .

Still confuse of what to buy for him .

Any idea ?
Supra cap , shirt logo skateboard or skateboard for him ?

Y my kak nt in a bad mood 2day . I hope she would forget everything that have happen . Kak i noe hw u feel when abg is nt with u . Pls hold ur tears all the time . I will always be there for u when someone is nt with u . all the night i hve been crying deep in my heart and in the morning also . I hope u understand y i like that . Pls eat abit i dont want u to get sick when he is nt around with u . Stay strong and heathly . I love u

Hey everyone .

I miss this guy so much .

Hmm .

Two days he just left and I oready miss him like hell .

Havent 2 years yet seh .

I will suffer alot without him .

I think this is how he suffer when I'm not around with him for 2 weeks last time .

But at least i'm leaving him for 2 weeks .

He's more longer .

How to survive seh like that .

Today's mood 50-50 .

First , me and my girl friend angry wif my friend because she talk bad thing at our back .

But everything was okay after that .

Then when wanted to end the lesson , one of my guy friend make me and my friend angry because while we doing work he go and off the switch then we need to redo all over again .

Like wth sia .

Someore dun want to admit it .

Say that we accuse u .

KNNCCB !

Someore still can talk bad about my guy .

WTH sia .

Did he ever talk bad or even disturb u guys ?

No right ?

It's our own business okay .

Want ot wear supra shoe or watever shoe .

Not ur problem what .

Do we give problem to u guys ?

No right ?

Then shut ur big mouth mother fucker .

It has been a long time i did nt update blog hehe im so sorry kak . i hope u are fine . abang has just leave u far away cause he has to go NS . like wad  hve just say to u yesterday . Pls eat kak . Abng dw to see u sick be4 he leave u bt he will always in ur heart no matter hw far he go . And he dw see u sad all the time .

wad i done wrng to u be4 im so sory . If i make u pissed off im so sory . I hve enough of problem and stress . Right nw i hve no 1 to talk with . Sory if i hve hurt ur feel in other way . It has been months knowing u . In ur heart i noe tat u hate me cause i always ask u to entertain me . Sme of my friend hate me cause of my attitude and i always look for nana and i always go to her nw i time for me to all my friend aside . :'( . kak i love u always <3 .i promise u that i will pass my exam and show u my result with flying colours . i say it i will do . no matter wad i wont let u dwn .

This song is especially for u boify .

I love you boify .



Hey eveyone .

Today 10th may is the day that boyfie going for NS .

I cried last night cause I miss him so much .

Yesterday boify send this msg to my sis and she forward it to me .

Pls eat kak .

Abng dw to see u sick be4 he leave u bt he will always he ur heart no matter hw far he go .

And he dw see u sad all the time .

Aww so sweet of u boify .

Thanx for e msg bby .

I love you . ♥

Then just now when u call me in class .

You make me feel like crying cause I miss ur voice and ur disturb .

But I hope I can meet u everytime when u book out from camp .

Heylo everyone .

Today end school at 5pm .

Went to J.E meet boyfie .

Accompany him buy his stuff for NS .

Went to central buy shampoo and colgate and I pay for it . -_-"

Went back to his house .

And after that went to IMM .

Bought shaver for himself .

This time he pay for it .

Hehe .

Bought ice cream for ourself .

Thought of buying carebear keychain for myself but then not enough money .

I use that money for buying my topup .
Babylove , fun ehk pinch and tickle me ??
Pain u noe .
Luckily tomorrow u going for NS if not everyday I meet u .
I will torture u so badly .
Haha .
Jux kididng .

Fish Melted Cheese

Ibu Tersayang

Marinara Pasta

Zafira Steak

Ibu Tersayang

Cappuccino

Ayah & Ibu Tersayang

Zafira Steak

Figo Black Pepper Steak

Fish Melted Cheese

Marinara Pasta

Figo Black Pepper Steak

Ayah , Ibu & Abang Tersayang

La Vanilla Nutella

La Vanilla Nutella

Marinara Pasta

Marinara Pasta

Happy Mother's Day to my mum .

I love you so much .

You bring happiness in our family .

This picture was taken just now at Fig & Olive at J.P .

Hey3 .

I'm bored .

So freaking bored .

Today no plan .

So just stay at home lor .

Tomorrow mabe will going out .

In the morning hope that will meet boify for awhile because want to change back the phone and take back my supra shoe .

Tomorrow will be celebrate Mother's Day .

Wee .



Hey readers .

Today end school around 11plus .

Me and my friend went to one place to take our picture for FCT club .

After that we went to library and stay till 12pm because she got meeting for Hong Kong trip .

Then accompany her go to the class then I went to busstop .

And wait for my boify .

After he reach we went to my place and I go back home .

He waited for me outside my house .

He waited for me so long .

I went out from my house around 2plus .

Then we went to Lot 1 .

Had our lunch at KFC .

Then we walk around at Lot 1 till 4.50pm .

Then we watch movie title Thor .

The movie was awesome .

After watching movie we went to Jurong Point .

Go there and walk2 only .

After we tired we went back to his place .

We went to his block and I waited for him outside his house .

Then went to 7-11 to pay his bill and I bought myself slurpee .

Rilex for awhile under his block .

Exchange phone with him for one or two days .

Then maybe tomorrow or sunday I give it back to him and I take back my supra shoe .

Wee .

Today is really damn fun with him then yesterday .

Hee .

Love ya dear .

Hey readers .

Today got NAPHA test .

Start at ard 8.30am and end at 11+ .

Like shit sia NAPHA .

I only pass my sit up .

WTH .

But atleast I try my best .

After finish NAPHA me and my friends went to 7-11 to had our breakfast .

Then went to library .

While at the library me and friend sleep .

We are so damn tired .

At 1+ my boyfie fetch me .

Go lot 1 and watch movie title Fast 5 .

The movie was awesome .

After watching the movie we went back home .

I accompany him to the MRT station then I take bus go home .

Aww .

So sad .

Today I cant get to hug him and kiss him .

But no worries .

Tmrw I'm gonna meet him for the very last time before he's leaving on the 10th may .

And I spent my precious time and my whole day with him .

And last but not least .

I really hope I can meet my beloved sis .

I miss her so much .

It's been a long time I never meet her .

Hey guys .

Today end school at 12pm .

Me and my friend nasri went to meet my boyfie at J.E .

He follow me because he wanted to ask help from my boyfie .

It's a boys talk .

I dunnoe what they talk .

Then we went to queensway to buy my supra shoe .

Thanx boyfie for the supra shoe .

I love it so much .

I will take good care of the shoe like how I take care of you .

Hehe .

Then went to tamp and go back to school for meeting .

Hey everyone !

And hey boyfriend !

What is happening with you ?

Nowadays u never even entertain me .

If layan pun macam nak tak nak .

Why why why ?

Asal dengan you sekarang ?

What has gone wrong with you ?

My heart feels unsecured without you in my life .

Where's the happiness that you bring into my life ?

I feel that you want to leave me alone and not being there with me anymore .

And I can see that you have change alot .

I dun know , is it because you want to go for NS .

Or something or someone or ME that annoying you nowadays .

BUT I WILL NOT BREAK UP WITH YOU !

I CAN'T BARE TO LOSE YOU ANYMORE !

I HOPE AFTER YOU CAME BACK FROM NS , YOU CAN GIVE OR BRING THE HAPPINESS BACK IN OUR RELATIONSHIP !

I SWEAR I WONT FIND YOUR REPLACEMENT !

IF I HAD TOO , I'M SORRY . :'(

I'M CRYING DEEP INSIDE MY HEART .
It's been 1 year plus i've been suffering .
Bile kite break or bile kite together .
I've been crying all the time .
And also when I always hug ur carebear I will always cry and teringatkan you .
Haix .

Before I started to say anything .

I would like to apologise to my dear fiqah if I got follow ur style aites .

This L.O.V.E was taken just now .

This symbol shows that how much I love my boyfie .

Today is oready 1st may .

8-9 more days his leaving for NS .

20 more days is his birthday .

13 nore days is our 1 year 1 month anniversary .

Haix .

Time flies so fast .

And I really need him so badly .