Hi .
Yesterday went out meet my friend and his ex at J.P .
Then we went to Haw Par Villa .
We walk2 at there .
After tired walking at there , we went to vivo city .
Cause I wanna meet my god brother as all my guy is not free .
My guy Shamir wake up late at ard 1plus pm while I'm going to reach at Haw Par Villa .
Hmm .
Then I waited for my god brother at harbourfront mrt .
Me and my friend waited for him for so long then at 4pm my friend go back home and I waited for him alone .
After he reach we went to one place while he want to smoke .
After smoking we walk2 for short while then we went to bugis junction .
When we reach bugis junction I followed him everywhere he go .
I was like totally blank and got nothing to talk .
We went to phone shop after that we went to macdonald and eat ice cream .
He treat me .
Thanx brother .
After finish eating we go back to the phone shop and waited for his friend to reach .
His friend reach then settle some problem about his friend r/s problem .
Then after settle they went in to the phone shop and buy hp .
After that we went to the toilet .
I waited for them outside toilet then the girl come out from the toilet and we waited for my god brother .
He took so long inside the toilet .
We keep calling him but he off his phone .
After a few minutes his friend go back home .
I waited for him almost 2 hrs .
At 9pm he still didn't come out from the toilet , I just leave him alone and go ome .
I was damn worried till I got headache while I on the way home .
Haix .
At 12am he text me .
He ask for help to get my ic from my mother as he want to "ganti balik" hp to one of the person .
Then I was wondering he bought the phone and he want to buy new phone just to ganti balik that person hp .
Hmm .
How did he escape from the toilet ?!
Haix .
Brother , pls don't do this anymore .
U make me damn worried !
Khair told me that if not wrong he got saw me while I waiting for my god brother at harbourfront mrt at 5pm .
He knows that I'm wearing purple colour .
Oh my god .
I didn't notice him also .
Hmm .

Hi everyone .
Hmm .
Tomorrow going out with my Chinese friend and her ex and maybe my guy Shamir to Haw Par Villa .
Seriously lah .
Bingit seh with all my guy .
Bila aku boleh keluar taknak jumpe .
Bila aku tak boleh keluar nak jumpe .
Hmm .
Hope I have fun tomorrow .
Since my guy Shamir don't have money then I will treat him .
Hope everything goes well tomorrow .

Hello everyone .
I'm kinda bored right now .
Hmm .
My memories come back .
Teringat pada iskandar , khalis dan khair .
Is , please come back to my life and we can spend time together like how we use to spend time together ?
Hmm .
I miss u badly .
Your baju I buat perhiasan kat dalam bilik .
Grr .
Why must u did this to me ?
Khalis , Im sorry that I have to let you go .
I have my own reason why I let you go .
Khair , thanx for letting me call u papa after we break .
Hmm .
Papa hope we can meet one day kay ?
You want me to cook for u Nasi Goreng ?
Insyaallah kay pa .
Hehe .
Hmm .

:'(
Khair is leaving me .
Friends - TTM - bf/gf - break .
I know that I'm not a right girl for u and also a boring girl for u .
Every time we FaceTime I never talk much and every time we always talk the same topic .
Iskandar left me just like that .
I left Khalis because of some reason .
Then now khair going to leave me due to some reason .
Who next ??!!
:'(

Hello everyone .
I'm kinda bored right now and kinda no mood due to my menses .
Yesterday went to MELAKA was quite fun .
My auntie bought for me 2 shirts .
Thanx auntie .
And I get money from my other auntie and uncle .
Wee .
So happy seh got money .
BUT I wanna save my money because I wanna buy earpiece or headphone beats by dr dre and a lot more .
Hmm .
Aku ada banyak mataer tapi aku rasa macam aku single pulak after I break with Khalis .
Haix .
Khalis , I hope u find a suitable gf for urself kay .
But I hope u don't keep forcing them to be ur gf if they dun want u .
Err .
My mind is blank right now .
Sorry guys .
Got to go wanna watch Tentang Dhia at TV3 .

Assalamualaikum semua .
Besok me and my family , my auntie and uncle will be going MELAKA 1 day trip .
Hope it will be fun .
Weehee , boleh bawak iPad .
Thanx mum .
Err nothing much to say .
Boring seh .
Online facebook tak ada org chat .
Hmm .
Khair ada camp kat masjid so tkle chat and etc .
Hazrul dah nak tido , besok dia kerja pagi .
Grr .
Tengah pikir nak buat apa sekarang .
Nak tido belum nantok .
Haix .
Aku ni asyik rasa nak makan aje , macam mana badan tak naik and muka tak chubby .
Will cut down my weight .

 Higher Nitec courses that I am going to apply .
1-Early Childhood

2-Information Technology

3-Network Security Technology

4-Security System Integration[sorry no video but theres picture]

5-Business Studies (Administration)

 

6-Business Studies (Event Management)

7- Business Studies (Service Management)[sorry no video but theres picture]

Just a short post here .
Hmm .
Sedih , dia maseh tak berubah .
Let it be then .
No topic to talk .
Sorry guys .
Will update again soon .

SYUKUR ALHAMDULILLAH .
Aku pass !
But my cumulative I get 2.138 . =(
Hope that I can still apply for higher nitec but so scared if I can't apply the course that I want .
Hmm .
But whatever it is aku bersyukur kerana ada perubahan dalam result aku kalau tak , asyik dapat 2.0 aje dari first year .
I will ask my brother about it later after he wake up .
Hmm .
Aku dengar2 mak aku kata next year nak gy umrah .
I need to repent before I go .
Haix .
I need to fully changed .
Hope that everything go on smoothly .

Hello everyone .
I accidentally deleted my tagboard account .
Shit man .
I'm using the old tagboard .
Haix .
Tomorrow is the day for ITE student check the exam result .
I'm so scared .
Really hope that I can get more than 2.0 for my gpa and can go higher nitec .
Actually after sec 4 I can apply to go POLY .
But I go to sec 4NT that's why I go ITE if I go sec 4NA I can go POLY .
So now my plan is after I get result if I can go higher nitec I will go then after that I will go POLY .
Insyaallah my plan will go smoothly .

OH MY GOD !
My temperature is 38.2 degree .
Haix .
I hate to be sick .
My mum say maybe it because I scared to take my result on 22nd .
Maybe kot .
My mum ask me to go clinic 24hours .
I say late night already I don't want to go .
I taken 2 pill of panadol oready and I wanna FaceTime with that someone first then off to bed .

Haix .
Tadi dah demam.
Then sekarang , badan sakit semacam .
Apa lar nasib .
Mari satu hari hujan .
Tsk3 .
I need my khair .
Where are you syg ?
You never reply my msg at tagged .
Hmm .
Haix .
Aku maseh belum berubah agy maseh nak main timer .
Jahat kan aku .
Hmm .
Nowadays difficult to find new friends but easy to let go old friend .
Hmm .
Dah lah .
Taknak kenag2kan kisah lama .

Hello .
Today was N level result .
And to those who taking N level results .
Good luck aites .
Hope you guys pass with a flying colours .
Hmm .
No more fake r/s .
So that no more fight eventhough we love them so much .
3 more days to ITE exam result .
Hmm .
My mum thought I need to take result in school .
Lol .
We just check our result through ITE website lar ibu .
Haiyo .
Since last year ada ke ibu nmpk adq gy sekola amek exam result ?
Hmm .
Hope that I get higher gpa at least 2.3 and above please not lower that that .
Kay my uncle just told me just now that maybe next year or after chinese new year I can start work at NUH .
Do work inside office do data entry and etc .

Haix .
Boringnyer .
Belum dapat kerja agy .
Bila lah aku boleh kerja nie and have my own pocket money ?
But kadang2 mak aku kasi duit jugak for doing housework .
My job is simple .
Angkat baju and basuh baju .
Bab masak-memasak belum reti agy .
Aku cuma tahu masak air , masak nasi , masak maggie , goreng telor , goreng nugget .
Itu aje .
Hehe .
Oh my , left 4 more days exam result will come out .
So scared leh .
Pray hard that I pass .
Hmm .
To khair(TTM) , I love to FaceTime with you .
It's awesome .
Eventhough sometimes we have not topic at least we still can see each other face .
Hehe .
Meet you soon once I can go out okay . :)

Yesterday I ask khalis for break .
I can't take it anymore .
My mum know that he keep asking me for money and he haven't pay my money back .
Now , left with hazrul , shamir and firdaus .
Hmm .

Hello everyone .
I miss them and I love them .
I admit that I have hurt their feelings non stop .
I just want them to know that I love them , miss them and I need them back in my life .
And yeah , now the three of them is already back together .
I'm happy to see them happy .
I promise myself not to disturb them anymore .
Haix .

:'(
I'm too emotional .
Thanx babygirls for leaving me and hating me .
I know who I am .
I have been disturbing u guys life since u guys know each other .
Yes .
I'm jealous .
Haix .
I have been crying all the way .
Do u guys know that ??
I'm a weak person .
I'm sorry i must block u guys from fb because I dun want to keep hurting you both .
I love you guys but you guys didn't see it .
I mintak simpati ?
If yes , y ??
I really love u guys .
I really mean it .
Fuck my life for keep disturbing you guys .

Hey , I'm back .
Just came back from meeting him .
You know who lar kay .
Meet him then we went to bedok .
When reach bedok we take bus 66 and we went to one shop that sell SUPRA/RADII shoes .
Dah sampai sana dah 3lebih-4 and I must be back home by 6-6.30pm .
Haix .
Dia punye nak tengok kasut berjam-jam .
Lepas tu naik bus gy bedok interchange then naik mrt turun jurong then tukar mrt turun lot 1 then teman dia gy mkn kat KFC lepas tu dia naik sama bus dengan aku pasal dia nak naik bus kat tempat aku .
Dari aku jumpe dia sampai aku nak balik mulut dia asyik potpet-potpet , tak penat ke kau ?
Haix .
Can anyone help me to get out from this love ?
Grr .
Panjang aku bawak banyak duit .
Tahu aku tak bawak duit ah tadi .
Pfft .
Asyik nak pinjam duit aku aje .
Ada duit taknak pakai .
No matter what I want my money back !

ADA PERANG UH KAT FB TADI !
KECOH PE SIA !
KALAU KORANG NAK TAHU BACA LA SENDIRI KAT FB SAYA KAY !
CARIK LA NAMA SAYA NUR KHAIRIANI(ANIKI) KAT FB .
DAH SETTLE KE BELUM TU AKU TAK TAHU .
TAK AMEK TAHU PUN !
AKU NAK CHILL, NO MORE FIGHTS TAPI KALAU ORANG DAH MULAKAN , APA AGY DARAH UP LAH !
AND AKU DAH CAKAP BNYK KALI KALAU NAK SETTLE ONE ON ONE .
NI TAK , SURUH ORANG TOLONG .
TSKTSKTSK .
TAK PAHAM AKU .
AKU BANGGA PASAL DORANG TLG AKU ?
RILEX SUDAH, AKU TAK MINTAK TLG PUN, DRG YG NAK TLG AKU .
PFFT .
KAU NAK CAKAP KEYBOARD WARRIOR CKP LA . ADA AKU KESAH ??
NO MOOD OREADY .
BYE2 .

Hello readers .
Today is 14dec , tat is my 1 year 8 month with that khalis .
Hmm .
Today plan cancel .
First of all is because hazrul tell me that we can't meet up cause his uncle admitted to hospital .
Second , suddenly I got slight fever so I text khalis that I lazy to go out and I tell him that I'm not feeling well .
Hmm .
He told me that he want to watch movie at lot 1 and ask me wether I got money .
I lied to him and say that I don't have money .
My money is for my own saving , I don't want to waste my money .
Tsk seriously I feel like asking for break because I have no feelings towards him anymore .
But I need people to tell for me .
If I tell myself he will ask many questions .
Hmm .
Stress la .

Suppose nari keluar jumpe hazrul and si khalis but I tell them that I want to teman my mum keluar nari , so I change to wednesday then bila dah jadi gini tak teman my mum keluar aku duduk umah je ah abeh apa lagi kan .
So I really hope that besok aku boleh keluar jumpe dorang .
And yeah I nearly forgot that tomorrow is my 1 year 8 month anniversary with khalis .
Hmm .

Bingit sia !
Setakat seluar jeans pun nak jadi gadoh .
Aku pakai seluar jeans hitam mak aku ckp mcm pembantu rumah .
Aku pakai seluar jeans biru yang maseh basah dia subuh tukar seluar jeans lain .
Pakai seluar jeans yang bapak aku beli kat Indonesia then aku ckp la seluar tu blum gosok then aku ckp pakai je lah seluar jeans ni , bukannya org boleh nampak basah pun .
Haix .
The bila aku ckp aku tukar then dia terus kluar rumah je and dia ckp dia tak kasi aku kluar bsk and thursday .
Like wtf .
Nvm will see how besok and thursday aku kluar ke tak .
Jangan spoilt plan aku boleh tak !!!!

Hello readers I just came back from lot 1 with my mum .
And here I update blog cause fiqah want me to update blog .
Btw I got nothing much to say at my blog .
Hmm .
Just now when in the bus I sit beside one guy .
He's sleeping then when reach at one busstop he go down the bus .
When he want to go down the bus he stand and want to go out from sit then i give some space and let him come out from the sit but still he can't go out so I stand and let him go out .
He's a thin guy and I also quite thin but why he can't go out from the sit easily ?
Haha .
And at the same time I ask my mum to sit beside me then I keep laughing cause I was smlling to my mum then that guy while tapping his ez-link card he see me and he smile at me .
He's quite handsome .
Kay dah ani kau pantang tengok laki handsome and cute sedangkan kau tak lawa tapi cute(haha perasan siak) .
Kay dah2 back to the story .
Kay , when I reach lot 1 me and my mum went to food junction to have our lunch .
I buy chicken karange udon from Japanese cuisine .
The food quite nice .
After eating we went to COURTS .
My mum want to buy something to bake cake but the person say no stock .
So we went to NTUC and we buy some food then we go back to food junction to buy food for dinner .
So for dinner I will eat my porridge .
Hmm .
While in the bus want to go home .
Me and my mum saw acap mum and his siblings was walking to bpp .
Then after that we saw acap walking home , don't know he's from where .
Then my mum ask me he from work isit ?
I say how I know I never take care him also .
Then my mum ask me why I don't like him , isit because I never get him as my bf ?
I was like , since when I want him to be my bf huh ?
Then my mum say that he's good and clever then in my heart say do I look like I care ?
There's still got a lot of guy that is good and clever then him .
Haix .
Why my mum always want to differentiate me and my cousin and my friends ?(kenapa mak aku selalu suka bandingkan aku nan sedara2 aku and kawan2 aku ?)
Aku tahu lah dorang pagi pandai dari aku tak payah nak cakap apa2 dgan aku .
Pfft .
Kay tomorrow I dunnoe wat time to go out to meet hazrul at lot 1 after meeting him I will be meeting khalis and I must be back home by 5pm .
And this khalis want to go out to town !
Haix , asyik2 kalau jumpe dia mesti dia ajak by town .
And dia suruh aku beli kasut radii so after that dia boleh pinjam aku .
Wei , kasut supra I belum kasi balik or either the money I belum dpt agy , ni nak suruh i beli kasut radii .
Banyak cantik muka you !
Mana I nak cari duit nak beli kasut ?
Huh !
Pfft .

Hello everyone .

I am using my lappy for now .

Hmm .

I am seriously fed up with my first boify that is khalis .

Haix .

Can't you just give me some space to meet up my ex , my other guys or even my friends ?

Hmm .

I ONLY boleh keluar dua minggu sekali .

And that every dua minggu sekali I only meet you and spent alot of time on you alone .

So I really hope that you give me some space to meet them please .

I need to be fair with them , cause I have been giving them excuses just to go out with you .

I just don't want them to be angry or I don't want them to say that I am being unfair .

Hmm .

Wee .

I am done changing my blogskin and update my blog .

I love my new blogskin .

And now it's time for me to have my breakfast + lunch and then do house chores .

Till now waiting for any job that I apply to call me .

Got to go .

Bye .

There's alot of picture that I edit but I lazy to upload at blog .

If you guys wanna see just view my fb under "photo edit at photoshop express" .

Hi readers .

I'm bored .

Don't know what to do now .

As usual I miss my MENS .

Haix .

When can I meet them again ?

Hope that I can meet hazrul as soon as possible cause we never meet before even for once .

The others I already meet for how many times already .

My phone is silent .

No MSG from all my MENS .

Haix .

Where have they gone ?

Hmm .

Hi readers , I have edit this photo using photoshop express at my iPad .

To siti and fiqah hope you guys like the photo that I edit .

So sorry if not that nice .

Got to go .

Wanna pray and watch my favourite show at TV3 Tentang Dhia .

Morning everyone .

Today I'm fasting .

Hope that I can finish up all my fasting .

Left 6 more days to fast .

Bayar hutang puasa .

I wanna say thank you so much to my mum and dad for buying for me iPad 2 yesterday at lot 1 .

I love it so much and appreciate it a lot .

Now I no need to fight with my brother if I want to use internet cause I already have iPad .

My laptop is now family laptop .

I only use laptop if I wanna do work or etc .

Now I'm waiting for call from any of the job that I have apply .

Hope to get one job soon so that I can buy my own iPhone , beats by dr dre and etc .

Hello guys .

Today went out to meet khalis in the afternoon at J.E .

Meet him then we went to somerset .

Just walk around at somerset .

Then we take bus back to J.E .

Went to anana's shop to buy nasi lemak .

So hungry at that time .

Went to eat under his block .

After eating he sent me to busstop as I ask him to send me to the busstop .

Hehe .

Once in a while baby you sent me to the busstop as I long time never meet you .

=P

Err nothing much to say .

Got to go .

Wanna rest .

Err , I think I am gonna apply another job soon .

Today had alot of fun at the seoul garden with 5 of my girl friends and also teacher that treat us .

After that went to meet my sayang firdaus .
Spent alot of time with him because we never meet for so long .
6 month of not meeting each other .
Miss him so much .
Err .
Why he like to pinch my face .
So the pain you know .
Hmm .
Thanx baby for letting me smoke 1 stick of cigarette .
This is the first and the last I smoke okay baby .
Love you .

Hello readers .

Today going out to Seoul Garden at woodlands with my 5 girl friends and also our teacher .

Teacher treat us at seoul garden and also gathering for the last time .

Sad that my two bestfriends never go .

Gonna miss my two bestfriends so much .

Me and one of my bestfriend just apply job at internet just now as a flyers/balloons distributors at ang mo kio hub .

Hope that we get the job .

If we get the job tomorrow we can start work already .

So happy that I can go to work and help my family .

Wish to buy iPod and iPhone with my own money if I get the job .

Today maybe going to meet boify firdaus around 7pm at causeway point .

Got to go .