Heylo readers .

Sorry for the late update .

Lazy to update .

Busy with facebook 24hrs .

Got some up and downs thats why i never update blog .

I dont wanna elaborate and I already forget what has happen .

This few days I have been webcaming with ramadan and when the time strikes 1plus am I always make him scolds me and end up I am crying .

I know that girls must listen to what guys says(in r/s) .

But I make him listen to me .

I know I am in a fault I am sorry papa .

I will listen to you from now onwards .

Why I am behaving like this ?!

Why I want people to listen to me ?!

Haix .

Ramadan .

I will always love you .

Sorry if I have hurt your feelings .

Yesterday was a bad day .

While webcaming with him , my ex chat with me and want me to patch him .

Jazli , aku tak akan pernah pergi balik kat kau !

PAHAM TAK !

You spoilt my mood while webcaming with my boify !

Ramadan is the only one keep contacting me non stop .

My love for you keep stronger and stronger each day .

I love you ramadan .

Selamat Hari Ulang Tahun Yang Ke-55 ayahku .

Today is ur big day ayah .

Gonna go out and eat with family .

Hope that we all had fun today .

Love u ayah .

Hi .
Left 3weeks 2days nak gy umrah .
Hais .
Pejam celik pejam celik dah nak gy umrah .
And aku belum agy berubah2 .
Hmm .
Semoga aku , makbapakku dan makcik pakcik aku pergi dan balik dengan selamat .
Amin .
Hmm .
Nothing much to say .
I'm damn bored right now .
Haix .

People will always keep thingking and will always keep saying that I am a PLAYGERL .

If yes that I am a PLAYGERL , what u guys wanna do and say ?

Hmm .

Its oready 27 days that me and khalis has break .
And its oready 4 days that me and hazrul has break .
Since I have ramadan in my life I contact him more then my other guys .
Khalis , I know that u still love me but I am sorry that I cant love u like before and please dont disturb me that much .
My boify ramadan is jealous when I contact guys .
Hazrul , I miss u as my brother .
And I get to know from my friend that the both of them is not in a r/s they are just friends .
Hazrul , im sorry for asking for break the day before our 7 month anniversary .
I am too emotional cause we never contact that much and u entertain other girls like ur own gf .
Haix .
And I did receive a msg from him thats says "i nid u" .
I will always be there when u need me hazrul .
Haix :(
To my papalurb ramadan .
Later if u online we webcam agy boleh ?
Hehe .
Its oready 2 days that we webcam and I will always want to webcam with him .
I miss him so much .

This video made by me .

This video made by ramadan <3

Assalamualaikum semua .
I am happy to see that my friend fiqah is going JC and her twin sister syahr going POLY .
Congrats for the both of u .
Semoga maju jaya .
How I wish I can go POLY or JC .
Err , I forget to say sorry to syahr that I view ur conversation with feena .
Sorry kay guys if i am a kepo .
Just wanna say congrats and study hard kay guys .
I really hope that I can go POLY or JC like my friends .
Really need to study when i get to go for Higher Nitec .

Hi semua .
Sapa2 ada pengalaman bercinta selama setahun atau lebih ?
Boleh share sikit tak ?
Macam mana korang protect r/s korang ?
Macam mana korang sayang each other ?
Korang ada keep changing attitude tak ?
I just want to learn the step of how to protect my r/s and also not keep changing attitude to one another .
Sorry kalau banyak soalan .
Kalau boleh share , sikit pun jadi .
Thanx .
Hope to hear from anyone of u that willing to answer my question or give me some detail about it .
U guys can post on u guys blog or even msg me through fb or etc .
Hmm .
I miss my god siblings but since they keep quiet then I rather think that we are just a friend not a siblings anymore .
If some of my siblings still thinking that I am still their sister , I appreciate a lot .
Hmm .
I only got one brother , he is my real brother and he like to keep disturbing me and irritates me .
How I wish my second real brother still alive . :(

Papa hazrul !
If you are really in a relationship with her then let me go .
Please !
:'(

Hi everyone .
Just a short post here I think .
Malas ah nak type2 panjang2 .
Just wanna say that I am going to perform small haj(pilgrim or easy to say I want to perform umrah .
‎15days on feb I will be far away from here .
And I really hope that everyone will change for the better .
And I will pray for u guys for the better .
Hope that once I'm back everyone will change for the better person .
Amin .
And lastly I'm here to seek forgiveness to everyone that I have hurt u guys feelings .
I'm really2 sorry and hope that u guys can forgive me .

Korang lau tak kacau hidup orang tak boleh ehk ?!
Nasib baik tu hal dah settle then dia baru inform aku .
Kalau tak keyboard warrior pun jadi lah .
Aku minah tudung .
So ?
Aku pun ada limit kamarahan bukan korang aje .
Dah gadoh kat fb , ajak jumpe , dah jumpe face to face then gadoh then at last jadi police case .
Tu yang korang nak ke ?
Gadoh kat public macam orang tak ada maruah .
Terasa ?
Sorry ah .
I'm just stating the fact .

Hi everyone .
How u guys doing ?
Hope u guys doing fine .
Yesterday got war .
U know I know who lar Kay .
Don't want to drag long .
Tak ada masa nak layan org2 mcm ni .
And kalau orang tolong back up kan dia .
Aku pun Ada orang back up kan aku .
Besties ku yang tersayang .
Now not to pick a fight again but I'm just telling what happen not with a full detail .
Aku pakai tudung and kau suruh aku buka ?
Kau pikir orang yang tak pakai tudung baik sangat ke ?
Huhu .
Just saying .
One last thing I wanna say zaman lambat ah nak gadoh .
And yeah kau tak layan keyboard warrior .
Tapi aku comment kau pun comment .
So sapa yang keyboard warrior skrg ?
Aku bbl dengan dia and kau masuk campur apa Hal ?
Kalau orang boleh tlg back up kan dia , aku pun boleh .
Wee .
Kay I'm off now .
Hmm .
Wat a bad day I dream of "her" mum .

I am wondering kenapa orang cepatnya dapat penggati(mataer) baru and also dapat kerja dengan senang ?
Hmm .
Tadi interview kerja was ok but not sure I get or not .
Kalau tak dapat pun tak apalah mungkin tak ada rezeki .
Can find other job .
Was thinking if I never get this job do I want to find other job .
But this time round if I want to find job I better go myself .
Cause 2 of my friend that want to work with me end up tell me that they don't want to work .
It's really fcuk up .

Yesterday went out to accompany my friend go back to school for some reason . After that I went to meet my mum at bangkit to photocopy all the document for my interview today and also oter(tak tahu nak spell) my pants . Today went to interview at NUH after that went to have breakfast with my mum and uncle . Then me and my mum went to tampines after that went back home . Bought this at tamp .

Thanx mum for buying for me earpiece beats by dr. dre .
Bought at tampiness interchange .

This is the course that my brother choose for me .
Hmm .
01 HNitec Network Security Technology - College West
02 HNitec Information Technology - College West
03 HNitec Security System Integration - College West
04 HNitec Business Info System - College East
05 HNitec Biotechnology - College East
06 HNitec Chemical Technology - College East
07 HNitec Info System Quality - College Central (Balestier)
08 HNitec Wireless Technology - College East
09 HNitec Mobile Unified Comms - College Central (MacPherson)
10 HNitec Process Plant Design - College Central (Tampines)
Eventhough some of the course I don't like but I still have to go for it as I don't want to fight with my mum and my brother again .
As long as pelajaran aku terjamin and senang boleh carik kerja like what my brother say then I will go for it and listen to him .
Hmm .
Kay yesterday got someone call me from NUH and say about the job that I applied at NUH .
I will going for interview this thursday 8.30am .
Hope I will get the job .
Thanx uncle for helping me .

Hmm .
I dun what to say .
Haish .
I'm really don't know what to do now .
I want to take IT for my higher nitec course but my brother ask me to take Early Childhood .
Never mind .
This time I will listen to him and my mum as this is what they want .
If after 2 years of Early Childhood I can't get any of the job , I will find you brother !
If I get the job I will treat my family .
If god wills it .

Hi readers .
First of all I wanna say thanks to fiqah for telling me that we can watch movies at ceritamaster.com .
Thanks aites fiqah .
I have upload Ombak Rindu , Songlap and Karma at my fb .
There's a lot of movie at ceritamaster.com .
You can go to that website and see it yourself what movie that you guys want to watch .
Hmm .
Tomorrow O level will be out .
So I wish all the best to my friends out there .
Hope u guys pass with a flying colours and achieve what you guys want .
Tomorrow maybe I will going back to ITE to apply for my higher nitec .
I really hope that I can go for higher nitec .
I really down when my friend(cousin) say that only gpa 2.3 and above can apply for higher nitec .
But it's ok .
I will try to apply .
Belum cuba belum tahu kan .
Wish me luck peoples .
I really hope to go for higher nitec and after that go POLY .
That's my dream all this while .

Hi readers .
Apa khabar semua .
Hmm .
Aku nak tahu sapa yang baca blog aku ehk sekarang ni ?
My blog , whatever I post is quite boring .
I know that .
Sorry guys if its so boring .
Now I want to talk bout what I have been done after exam .
I have been slacking at home .
Ada jugak lah keluar with friends and family .
Keluar nan kawan sekali aje .
Then dah tak keluar agy dengan kawan .
With family jarang keluar cause my dad working , my brother schooling so me and my mum staying at home .
Hmm .
Dah banyak apply kerja sampai sekarang tak dapat pun satu kerja .
Hmm .
Pakcik aku cakap tempat kerja dia dah ramai gy interview maybe no chance working at NUH .
Boring tau duduk umah aje .
Makan tidur makan tidur je .
At least kalau dapat kerja boleh gain more experience and dapat rasa duit penat lelah sendiri .
Betul tak ?
Insyaallah dapat kerja satu hari nanti .
So now my planning is if I get to go higher nitec I will study hard and go to poly and after that find a suitable job for myself .
Nur Khairiani please change yourself .
Jangan asyik nak menggatal je .
Enough is enough .
Hmm .

Hi everyone .
I'm so sleepy and tired .
This few days I have been sleeping late .
Almost 1am or 2am then I can sleep .
Hmm .
Last 2 days I have been not sleeping due to my grandma admitted to the hospital .
And all of my fathers side stay at the hospital for one day .
And we never sleep .
Haix .
Hope that my grandma discharged soon .
Hmm .
Now me and my friends is wondering when can we apply for April higher nitec .
Maybe one of the day we come back to school and ask the office .
Hope that I get the course that I want .
My brother want me to take early childhood course but I want IT(information technology) .
Haix .

Hmm .
I noe that I'm a playgirl .
I have many boyfriends .
Khair , sabri and adil already left me .
They left me because they have their own reason .
Why must they leave me when I love them more deeper and deeper ?
Haix .
Nvm .
Be strong ani , you still got other bf that still love you .
Hmm .
Aku sayang orang lain tapi orang lain yang menjelma .
Haix .