Heylo readers !
I'm back to edit my blog .
I'm sorry if I never update my blog for so long because of some problems dat I have .
I dun want to keep any secret .
Till now I admit dat I still love hym .
Been friendship for 8-9month .
Have been misunderstanding with hym for so many times and I really hate it .
Truthfully the both of us has change alot that's why we have been misunderstanding all this while .
I have been making hym upset and alot but yet he still love me as a TTM .
I always make hym upset but yet I still love hym .
Have been worried bout hym .
Worried with wat his doing .
Yes , thruthfully I have been controlling his life till now .
What ever he did makes me angry with hym .
But why should I angry with hym ?
What all this about ?
Yet till now he still need me to be with hym as a TTM .
I dunnoe why ?
But watever it is I appreciate his love that he has given to me all this while .
DON'T YOU DARE TO BREAK US APART !
Thruthfully I still need hym as my TTM because I'm sure till now he can help me with my ups and downs .
I really really really apreciate whatever he has given to me all this while .
Thanx for being there when I'm in need . 
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH !