I am not sure wether want to meet him or not .

I have been spend alot of time with him .

And I have put my studies and family aside .

Hmm .

How I wish that I can spend all together at one time .

I am very bad because I have put my studies and my family aside .

But what to do .

When I with boify he make me laugh and happy when I am down .

When I at home nothing much to do .

Haix .

How to study if everyday got problem .

But watever it is I try my best to make my boify and my family happy with me .

That all I want .