Thingking about my relationship is making me more pain .

I am not going to control him or scolding him or wat so ever .

I been checking his fb account everyday and also have read everything that he chat with anyone .

Sometimes I can feel that he need someone .

But I am not sure who is that person .

Is it me ?

Hmm .

I can't control him .

If I did , we will start to fight .

If I never control him .

People will say that I don't know how to take care of my own guy .

Then what should I do now ?!

I don't want to break with him .

I know that people don't like his attitude .

But what should I do ?

It's his own life .

Haix .

Bingit ar !

Aku sanggup tak carik TTM agy pasal aku sayang dia sorang !

And all my TTM now is oready my friend not more then that .

I have stop calling all my TTM "SAYANG" .