My new hair cut .

Just now in the morning go marine parade to my auntie house with my mum to cut hair and stay there till 4plus .

After that went to parkway parade .

While i on the bus to go parkway parade i saw my sisterlurp kak hidayah .

I miss her so much .

Aru je alek dari jurong .

Satu hari keluar .

Kul 6.30am dah keluar gy jurong east jumpe kawan and teman dia gy ite dover .

Lepas teman dia gy ite dover kite jalan-jalan kat bugis junction and bugis street sampai my abg angkat and my adeq angkat smp bugis street .

Lepas tu kite gy marina barrage .

Dah sampai marina barrage kite jalan-jalan sampai pukul 5.

Then kite alek .

Aku naek bus 97 turun jurong east meet guy aku .

Sampai pukul 8lebih .

Aku alek , dah mandi then aku main com sambil baring tibe2 aku rasa nak termuntah .

And aku cepat-cepat gy toilet muntah .

After that aku msg guy aku ckp yg aku abes muntah .

Haix .

What a bad day today .

Sorry guys if i never write in detail how it can be like this .

 Thanx siti for edit my picture using pizap .

I am just a beginner .

And I want to learn using pizap .

Hmm .

Tomorrow wake up at 6am .

Then at 6.30am I leave my house and I meet my friend at jurong east interchange .

From there we go to ITE Dover .

After go to ITE dover then we go to bugis .

Then I don't know go where .

My friend is going home because she want to eat lunch at home .

Me ?

I am not sure .

Maybe meeting siti and acap at vivo city or maybe meet my abg angkat and his girl(my adeq angkat) at bugis .

Or maybe I going home .

Nak meet boify agy lar .

But I think I cant .

He book out 5plus reach home at 6plus .

Seriously I'm bored right now .

My dad is working .

My brother go to school or work I also don't know .

My mother go out meet her friend .

Me ??

Alone at home .

Today I'm fasting .

Bayar hutang puasa .

Lagi dua hari bayar hutang puasa .

Currently facebooking and texting my adeq yayatt and my friend .

On tv , tv tengok orang bukan org tengok tv .

Hmm .

Tomorrow accompany my friend to go ITE dover .

I don't know for what .

Wednesday went out to my auntie house at marine parade and cut hair .

Boify , sorry if I never keep my hair long .

Rimas ah .

Saturday going out to Toa Payoh as I am helping out for Ramdhan On Wheels its from 11-2pm .

3 more days for exam results .

14 more days to school reopen .

17 more days to 1 year 3 month .

Cepatnya masa berlalu .

Bhy , I rasa u pikir masa berjalan lmbt sebab u kat dlm camp and ur routine everyday is the same .

But tak mungkin u pikir masa berjalan lambat pasal sekarang u hari2 dah boleh balek rumah per .

Hmm .

Ani !

Kenapa kebelakangan nie kau tido lambat !

Haish .

Hello .

Hmm .

I want to release stress please .

Argg, why why why I am emo ?

I love this guy so much please .

I miss him , i miss his hug , i miss his kiss .

Aku rindu segala-galanya pasal dia .

Bhy , kenapa bila kau jumpe aku je mesti ckp yg kau stress ?

Aku agi stress tengok kau asyik bobal pasal NS .

Tahan jer larh bhy agy 1 yr 9-10 month den u are free .

Seriously bhy .

I want the old u that before u went to NS .

I know that u are stress when u at camp tapi jgn lah terbawak2 smp balik please .

I taknak u asyik complain je smp ur kwn semua fed up nan u .

I taknak smp i fed up nan u sebabkan u keep complaining .

Bhy , I want the love from u back as per normal .

Heylo everyone .

I just came back from boify's place .

Today do I enjoy myself ?

I think so .

 Meet him at his place around 12.30pm .

Went to jurong east library to sent library books .

After that went to Orchard .

Ingatkan nak jalan2 je .

Sekali matair aku nak tengok wayang cerita Super 8 .

Then aku belanja dia tengok wayang it cost $22 for 2 person .

After buying the ticket went to KFC to eat as we are hungry .

Aku lagi kena keluarkan duit , belanja dia makan total it cost $10.30 .

Lepas makan pergi beli jagung and 2 air it cost $8.00

Dia mintak $1 , aku tak tahu dia nak buat apa .

Then watch cinema .

Da abes tengok wayang balek jurong .

Mendak siot .

Dah smp jurong , gy kedai then matair aku beli gula2 strepsil mintak lagy aku duit 0.20cent .

Then aku alek pasal tak ada orang lepak and matair aku suruh alek .

I go back home with a sad face .

Pasal tak dapat kiss and hug him .

Hmm .

Nari aku dah spent $43.50 .

Ani2 , apa nak jadi dengan kau nie ?

Pantang pegang duit banyak .

Matair aku pulak ada duit tapi tak pakai den mintak aku duit .

Tak apa lah .

Sekali sekala aku belanja dia .

I suppose to give my mum $30 but i spent it .

Hmm .
Yusoff , aku contact kau setakat nak bobal2 dengan kau jek .
Then kau suruh aku topup hp kau $128 .
Kau ingat aku ni cap duit ke per .
Kau boleh lagy nak ugut aku , kau kasi aku smp kul 7pm untuk topupkan hp kau .
Memang dulu aku susah kau tolong aku topup hp , aku mintak tlg kau pasal matair aku nak bobal dengan kau pasal NS and wat so ever .
Seriously aku tak boleh nak tolong kau kali nie .
Kau suruh aku bohong mak aku yang aku dah overspent duit tu semua .
Tapi aku taknak .
Agypun duit aku dah tgl $8 lebih siak bile kau suruh aku topupkan hp kau .
Mak aku dah bingit bila dapat tahu duit aku tinggal $8lebih .
Hmm .
And today one whole day I never talk much with my boyfie .
Idk why .
That is why I say that our relationship has totally changed .

Hmm .

Ani , kenapa lah kau nak kena emo nie ?

Haix .

Bila lah kau nak happy nie ?

Bila kau rindu dia , kau emo .

Bila dia tak contact kau , kau emo .

Bila dia tak layan kau , kau emo .

Why are you always emo ?

Besok jumpe babylove .

Tak tahu apa akan jadi .

Enjoy or not just see it tomorrow .

I don't know what time I gonna meet him .

I really miss him .

Hope that he entertain me like before .

Argg , bhy aku rindu kau !♥

Hello .

Just came back from bedok corner .

Went out with all my mom's side as my uncle treat us dinner .

I am so full .

After eating all my auntie and cousins went back home .

My family , me and my uncle went to my auntie house at marine parade to solat .

Then went to send my uncle at telok blangah then go back home .

Today was fun .

Meet all my aunties , uncles and cousins .

Now I noe that one of my cousin in first year was in the same school with me .

She's taking first year multimedia course .

Ni lah kalau tak rapat dengan sepupu , kenal tapi buat bodoh je kat sekola .

Hello readers .

I'm damn bored right now .

Parents went out to jemputan .

Brother sleeping at his room .

Me at the living room using the laptop .

Keep listening to Caramel Band-Tinggal Kenangan .

I don't know why I keep being emo this few days .

Maybe because I cant get the love back from my boify like last time ?

I hope he finish his NS life faster and I can get his love back as per normal .

I am so sorry to siti if I got follow everything that she has done .

Like changed the url for the blog and also changed the name at my blog .

Yes , I admit that I like to be a copycat people .

I don't know why I am not being myself .

I am really bored right now .

Don't know what to do now .

Want to msg2 my boify ?

Nah .

It won't happen like how we use to .

I really miss his manja .

Argg .

Why time flies so fast ?

Haix .

Tak ada angin tak ada ribut .

Si laki nie msg kwn aku suruh aku jage diri baik-baik .

Bila aku tanya dia knp dia suruh aku jage diri baik2 dia ckp tak perlu tahu .

Buat suspend seh dia ni .

Aku tanya mataer aku laki nie ada msg dia ke tak dia ckp tak ada .

Aku suruh dia msg laki nie tny kenap dia msg aku .

And now just waiting for the answer .

Haix .

If this happen just because he want to fight with me .

I have no time to entertain .

Seriously lah .

Apa motif dia tibe2 msg kwn aku and suruh aku jaga diri baik2 ?

Hmm .

Hello .

Am I being an emo this few days ?

I admit that I have been emo this few days .

Seriously lar .

I don't know what going to happen with me .

About my relationship with my babyboi ?

I not sure about my relationship either .

Everything has changed .

If I ask him for break and I back to single .

Mengamuk tak tentu pasal lah nanti dia .

And he will not entertain me anymore or even talk to his friends .

Rabak kan dia ?

It's happen to me once when his friends ask him to patch with me .

Dia bingit dia duduk tempat lain .

At that time I feel like crying .

After I cool down then I coax him .

And he just left me like that and my tears roll down .

Kay dah .

It's all past .

Now I don't want to think about the past .

I want to move on with my happy life with him eventhough we are far apart .

Haix .

Bhy , aku nak jumpe kau asal susah ah ?

Aku rindu kau tahu tak !

Mungkin kau rindu aku jugak tapi kau taknak tunjukkan yang kau rindu aku dan taknak bilang aku yang kau rindu aku .

Dah lah susah nak jumpe kau .

Dah jumpe kau tak banyak bobal .

Haix .

Kita dah lama tak jumpe .

3 weeks plus .

On wednesday it's just a waste of time waiting for you and meeting you .

But nevermind .
I hope it won't happen again .
AND you never wear the cap that I bought for you .
Hmm .
Tkpe lah .
Buat perhiasan je lah tu cap yer abg khalis . -_-"
Hmm .
I want to meet him tomorrow but I got family outing .
I ask him sunday free or not ?
He say sunday u nak pergi mana syg ?
I tell him that my mum allowed me to meet him morning till afternoon .
But you free or not ?
He ask today cannot ?
I tell him that my dad just reach home from work and I am tired agypun dah petang .
Then he never reply my msg anymore .
I was like "ah gasak kau lau bhy , nak jumpe just contact aku jer lah ."
Dah malas ah nak ajak dia jumpe , kalau jumpe pun dia bukan bobal dengan aku .
Aku macam tunggul kat situ .
Hish .
Agypun sekarang aku turun tempat dia dah tak ada orang lagi lepk-lepak .
Boring per .
Semua busy kerja .
Betul ker orang kata yang relationship kite tak akan kekal lama lepas dia masuk NS ?
Betul ker ?
Aku tak percaya .
Pasal dia sorang lah lelaki yang aku kekal semenjak aku stead nan dia on 140410 .
His the longest that I have ever stead .
I hope it will goes on till eternity .

Hello readers .

I miss all my siblings .

I cant mention their name because I can't remember their name .

I miss and love them so much equally .

I hope they still remember me as their sister .

I LOVE YOU ! ♥

Wahai kekasihku md khalis bin _ _ _ _ _ _ _ .

I sangat mencintaimu dengan sepenuh hatiku .

Kita dah jarang jumpe dan susah untuk jumpe dan jarang contact each other .

I cuma nak you tahu betapa sayangnya I kepada you . 

Dan I tengok kite macam tak kenal satu sama lain .

Kalau lepak pun you tinggal kan I sorang2 mcm tunggul .

Memang la baru-baru I boleh tahan dengan perangai you .

Tapi makin hari I tak boleh tahan dengan perangai you .

Walaupun I tak suka dengan perangai you I tetap ada di sisi you kerana I sayangkan you .

Kalau I break nan you dan lepas tu I mintak patch nan you alek buat pe kan .

Kite dah bnyk kali patch break .

Dan sekarang kite dah 1 year 2 month plus .

I nak kite sampai bila-bila .

Sampai kita kahwin .

Itu impian kiteorang kan sebelum ni sayang ?

And I masih ingat you cakap dengan I yang you nak kahwin dengan I ?

I harap tuhan akan makbulkan doa kite selama nie untuk bersama .
I takkan lupakan our memories since kite kat bedok when I stead with you on 14th apr 2010 .
Before we stead , while I was with my ex(your friend) you keep msging me and ask for stead .
Until the day 14th apr 2010 I accept your stead .
And you have sacrifice for me alot .
You are there for me .
But now everything has changed after we patch break so many time and also after you go for NS .
EVERYTHING HAS CHANGED .
And now I hope that everything will back to normal .
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MD KHALIS BIN _ _ _ _ _ _ .

Maybe my adeq angkat : adeq mimi , adeq regina & adeq siti sharyanti is not going to update my blog as usual anymore .

Hmm .

And this blog will stick with all my nonsense post again .

Haix .

But watever it is this blog is open for them to update kay .

I love you guys .

I wanna say sorry to you guys if I have done stupid things or say stupid things about you guys .

I sincerely love you guys .

*tears drop*

Dah lah !

Aku malas nak amek tahu pasal hal semalam .

If you okay and want to talk to me then I will talk to you guys .

I will keep saying I AM SORRY to you guys .

I don't want to disturb you guys again .

I noe i am in a fault .

Haix .

Just forgive and forget that is the important thing .

Tinggal Kenangan By Caramel Band

Pernah ada rasa cinta antara kita
kini tinggal kenangan
Ingin kulupakan semua tentang dirimu
namun bayangmu
selalu ada dalam setiap langkahku

Jauh kau pergi meninggalkan diriku
Disini aku merindukan dirimu
Kini ku coba mencari penggantimu
namun tak lagi yang seperti dirimu, oh kekasih

Pernah ada rasa cinta antara kita
kini tinggal kenangan
Ingin kulupakan semua tentang dirimu
namun bayangmu
selalu ada dalam setiap langkahku

~{}~

[Reff:]
Jauh kau pergi meninggalkan diriku
Disini aku merindukan dirimu
Kini ku coba mencari penggantimu
namun tak lagi yang seperti dirimu, oh kekasih

Am I a single girl or am I a atached girl ???

Haix .

It seems that I am gonna be single back BUT without him knowing .

To adeq regina if you read this post please don't tell abang about this .

I am sure this is for the time being till abang is not busy .

I can feel that he tak perlukan me anymore .

If I come down lepak at his place , I LEPAK ALONE .

I don't know where he gone .

I wont ask him for break because my love is too strong for him and I just need to be strong .

And now I am all alone without him by my side .

To adeq mimi & adeq didi .

Maafkan kak barney apa yang dah berlaku semalam .

Jangan tinggalkan akak sorang .

I really need you guys .

I really love you guys .

Akak sayang semua adeq-adeq akak dengan sama rata .

Kalau semua adeq-adeq akak hilangkan diri sapa agy akak nak jaga ?

Beri lah akak peluamg sekali lagi .

hey readers ! mimi here .. ii wont be updatinq this bloq anymore .. sho pape dont find miiey aites ! buhbhyeee !!!!!!!!!!!!

Today was really a bad day for me .

I went to school with my friends .

Thought of going to gym but end up we went to IMM due to our not properly attire .

Me and my friends went to IMM and while waiting for adeq didi & adeq mimi to come .

Me and my friends went to long john silver to have our lunch .

We never taken our BREAKFAST .

Hmm .

To adeq didi & adeq mimi , I just want them and you guys to accompany me first to see something .

Then after that my friends go back home I will lepak with you guys .

But end up you guys dissapointed with me .

I'm sorry its my fault .

I am lost after you guys left like that .

I lost my way to my guys place .

I was like keep scolding myself of what has happen today .

When I reach my guy place I waited for him for 2 hours plus .

When he reach his place he straight away go back home change then go to his friend house and he left me alone .

After that I waited for him at our usual pondok place .

He come to me and ask me money because he want to buy water .

I give him money then he go buy water .

After that went to his house BUT I stay outside his house .

Hmm .

His mum saw me and tell me long time no see .

Then I just smile .

I know that I have been not meeting my boify for quite a long time .

He sit outside his house with me and still keep nagging at me about his NS life .

I just keep quiet cause I keep thingking of what has happen just now at IMM .

After that he ask me to go home .

I don't want .

Then he say that he need a rest .

I take my beg and I "salam" him and go back home .

While I on my way to the busstop I keep crying .

Heylo readers .

It's me rin[a]lis .

I'm at school library now .

Me and my friends plan to go school gym but end up we cant go in to the gym due to our attire .

We must wear sport shoe .

But we never wear only my two friends wear .

So me and my friend that never wear sport shoe plan to go library .

Next our plan maybe going BPP , IMM or J.P .

Hmm .

Abg firdaus , it seems that u never understand my situation .

I am sorry that I cant meet u .

Haix .

im back people

Heyy people ! mimi is back .. ii was sent back yesterday as im sick . ii also dont why suddenly ii vomitted everythinq that ii ate durinq my dinner :(( ii felt sho terrible . nd told my teacher .. they decided to sent miiey back home . sho here ii am on my bed . showiiey guys as yesterday ii wasnt able to bloq as im too weak yesterday . today sliqhtly better just that ii keep qoinq to the toilet . naw my stomach is in great pain nd sliqht headache .. ii hate this feelinq manx ! hw ii wish ii was with didi or kak barney naw . confyrm theyy took care of miiey .. btw saw the pic up there .. ii went to did house to gave hyme a surprise just naw . eventhouqh im sick , ii never failed to entertain didi . he said he was bored .. sho ii decided to make hyme a surprise ((: jenq jeng he was shocked to see miiey just naw .. even ask miiey whether he is dreaminq anot . hehe .. sho we decided to take a pic of us . nd ii really miss hyme badly . just went for camp . im alrdy cryinq so badly nd misshinq hyme more than ii miss my mom :(( ryte naw ii felt that too . mishh hyme sho badly . btw guys im showiiey if i keep talkinq abt my boyf as he's my everythinq . showiiey ya .. kaay lar mimi wanaa rest naw .. papaii ((:

Now I know that my boify has already post out and now he learn another course and he can go back home .

I forgot that he post out already .

Ni lah orang yang tak amek tahu pasal NS .

Haha .

Hmm .

Dia dah post out tapi kenapa dia tak bilang aku ehk ?

Sampai aku msg dia baru dia nak layan ?

Hmm .

I am glad that he can go back home everyday .

Hope that everything go back to normal .

I really miss him and I really want to meet him .

Heylo readers .

I feel that we are drifting apart .

I don't know why .

I miss him so much until I keep thingking of him everyday .

And sadly , now we never contact each other so much .

I really miss him and I really love him .

And no other people that can replace him .

Hmm .

I hope that I can meet him this friday on 24th june .

I want to hug him and never let go .

I want to cherish my moments with him .

This is all the pictures that I have taken on 18-20 june .