Hello .

Am I being an emo this few days ?

I admit that I have been emo this few days .

Seriously lar .

I don't know what going to happen with me .

About my relationship with my babyboi ?

I not sure about my relationship either .

Everything has changed .

If I ask him for break and I back to single .

Mengamuk tak tentu pasal lah nanti dia .

And he will not entertain me anymore or even talk to his friends .

Rabak kan dia ?

It's happen to me once when his friends ask him to patch with me .

Dia bingit dia duduk tempat lain .

At that time I feel like crying .

After I cool down then I coax him .

And he just left me like that and my tears roll down .

Kay dah .

It's all past .

Now I don't want to think about the past .

I want to move on with my happy life with him eventhough we are far apart .

Haix .

Bhy , aku nak jumpe kau asal susah ah ?

Aku rindu kau tahu tak !

Mungkin kau rindu aku jugak tapi kau taknak tunjukkan yang kau rindu aku dan taknak bilang aku yang kau rindu aku .

Dah lah susah nak jumpe kau .

Dah jumpe kau tak banyak bobal .

Haix .

Kita dah lama tak jumpe .

3 weeks plus .

On wednesday it's just a waste of time waiting for you and meeting you .

But nevermind .
I hope it won't happen again .
AND you never wear the cap that I bought for you .
Hmm .
Tkpe lah .
Buat perhiasan je lah tu cap yer abg khalis . -_-"
Hmm .
I want to meet him tomorrow but I got family outing .
I ask him sunday free or not ?
He say sunday u nak pergi mana syg ?
I tell him that my mum allowed me to meet him morning till afternoon .
But you free or not ?
He ask today cannot ?
I tell him that my dad just reach home from work and I am tired agypun dah petang .
Then he never reply my msg anymore .
I was like "ah gasak kau lau bhy , nak jumpe just contact aku jer lah ."
Dah malas ah nak ajak dia jumpe , kalau jumpe pun dia bukan bobal dengan aku .
Aku macam tunggul kat situ .
Hish .
Agypun sekarang aku turun tempat dia dah tak ada orang lagi lepk-lepak .
Boring per .
Semua busy kerja .
Betul ker orang kata yang relationship kite tak akan kekal lama lepas dia masuk NS ?
Betul ker ?
Aku tak percaya .
Pasal dia sorang lah lelaki yang aku kekal semenjak aku stead nan dia on 140410 .
His the longest that I have ever stead .
I hope it will goes on till eternity .