Today was really a bad day for me .

I went to school with my friends .

Thought of going to gym but end up we went to IMM due to our not properly attire .

Me and my friends went to IMM and while waiting for adeq didi & adeq mimi to come .

Me and my friends went to long john silver to have our lunch .

We never taken our BREAKFAST .

Hmm .

To adeq didi & adeq mimi , I just want them and you guys to accompany me first to see something .

Then after that my friends go back home I will lepak with you guys .

But end up you guys dissapointed with me .

I'm sorry its my fault .

I am lost after you guys left like that .

I lost my way to my guys place .

I was like keep scolding myself of what has happen today .

When I reach my guy place I waited for him for 2 hours plus .

When he reach his place he straight away go back home change then go to his friend house and he left me alone .

After that I waited for him at our usual pondok place .

He come to me and ask me money because he want to buy water .

I give him money then he go buy water .

After that went to his house BUT I stay outside his house .

Hmm .

His mum saw me and tell me long time no see .

Then I just smile .

I know that I have been not meeting my boify for quite a long time .

He sit outside his house with me and still keep nagging at me about his NS life .

I just keep quiet cause I keep thingking of what has happen just now at IMM .

After that he ask me to go home .

I don't want .

Then he say that he need a rest .

I take my beg and I "salam" him and go back home .

While I on my way to the busstop I keep crying .